Tuesday, April 11, 2006 @ 9:51 AM
I went to bed last nite weeping. i guess tats how my daily nites would be from now. i have been crying to sleep for God noes when. It happens. Im immune to it. But i wonder, y am i still not over it, as yet?
God muz have His reasons for putting me in tis state. Werk have been great, i have no complains. Frens have been excellent and my family have been the best so far. Dearest have been wonderful.
Its juz me. Me.
Im suffering. Emotionally.
I get depressed at nite and the simplest silly mistake can make me wail my nite thru.
Yes, i missed my " Dia " cos i was in room, tossing around in my bed, crying.
Its as simple as tat.
Y ?? Wat causes all tis in me ??
I guess i noe the answer.
Cos i have always hoped, trusted and believed in IT.
N it hurts when somethin you have always been hoping for doesn't turn out the way you wanted it to be.
I am blessed with all the wonderful things in life. So i guess, nothin in tis world is smooth sailing.
When everythin else in life is almost perfect, there's this one major obstacle tat i have to go thru.
But i believe i will make it thru... i have to believe in myself.
I have to stand firm and always believe.
My loved ones have always stood by me. Thru my darkest moments.
N im sure, i'll get by it, realli soon.
Good day peepz.
