its the 29th.
10 months have passed and its been indeed a memorable one.
i have no regrets. i have no complains.
its been an amazing journey thru out.
i became a better person. i became somehow more responsible. i learnt to stand on my own feet once more.
i've gained & i've lost. Tats wat my life is all about.
i admire the people who stood by me, who fought with me and til now, believe in me.
2 more months to come, its gonna be my birthday.
another memorable day indeed.
i remembered celebrating it exactly on the midnite itself.
cutting the cake with 3 most important people in my life.
My cousins.
It was the best birthday ever.
It may not happen again, now or the near future.
But it will still play in my mind, vividly.
i appreciate the journey i went thru, filled with so much love and sacrifices.
i shed so much tears, i even laugh to soo many joy.
N tats my life, i gotta accept.
I am proud to say that watever happens doesn't kill me, it made me stronger in fact.
Im immune to so many negative things. Im believe in staying positive.
Ratna used to tell me, my misery would be someone else's happiness.
Not anymore.
Im all contented with life & fate.
Again, i believe in Allah.
Things always happen for a reason.
N if its meant that in my life, there's somethin i am supposed to lose along the way,
then tats my fate i have to accept.
As for now, the past 10 months have been a learning adventure for me.
Thank you for making my life a contented and blissful one.
I appreciate that so very much. im looking forward for brighter months ahead.
mayb a ring in my finger in time to come.
a beautiful baby boy like Raihan in my arms .
OR
a home i can build with the love of my life. im crossing my fingers. Now.
*winks to YOU*
remember tat promise?
With Love.
P.S: Suhana darling, thank you for the sweet sms'es. I appreciate yr kind thoughts and prayers always. Its been a blessing knowing you along the way. Once again, thank u.
