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Im not god nor a cop. Ask the frens that is around you. They will agree with my thots. The one whom u trust most,will be the one stabbing ur back.Just be careful n do take care good guy. :heart:
Bitching abt me again?? Y not tag me?? Y tag him??
N speaking of the one you trust most will be the one backstabbing you....
Oh trust me. I noe tat damn very well.
COs tats wat exactly happen to me....
Dun tell me you forgotten??
Does my life evolve in his?? Excuse me, he have got his own life to live with as well.
Issues with me, go straight to me! Y tag him??
Backstabbing??
Oh tell me abt it! I had the worst backstabbing issues ever!! Worst still from the closest. From people i call frens, from those i call family.
Hurt ? Excuse me, im numb.
Does it bother you watever my life would be?? Ask urself, have i ever bothered u nor yr set of peepz??
NEVER.
So pls, at least give me the same respect.
Me nor my set of frens have never bothered abt you. U r welcome enuff to read our blogs, its public anyway. Trust me, i dun read yours. Too hurt to even look at those looks tat i've lost.
By telling Jay im backstabbing him, he will not befriend me anymore??
Well, im thankful enuff, even though shits happen and i was badly hurt again just recently, Jay is still a friend i could look upon. He's a fren. He's a confidant.
Yes, he's still there. Helping me up even though the truth hurt him so much.
U think he dun noe??
He noes the shits tat i went thru BUT he's still here, with my set of people i call my soulmates.
Picking me up and makin me whole once more.
Even if im supposed to find my true lost love once more, does it concerns Jay??
Its again my life & my choice!!!
N again, i noe who the love of my life is. So pardon me, get Jay off the picture and giving him your two cents thoughts.
I dun think he needs tat.
Again i get this clear...
His life is HIS.... Mine is MINE.
Like he says..HE DOESN'T OWN ME!!
Nothing gotta do with Jay.
Wats ur motive?? Trust me, i realli dun noe.
Dun ever dare say i start tis turmoil, cos u start tagging.
N pls, if u wanna live in a life of hyprocisy, then go ahead with your set. I had enuff of u people judging my life. Thank you very much, i dun need tat.
Watever decision i make, its again my choice, my life.
Its time you start thinking abt your life cos tat its starting to get aimless.
Cos till now, at tis moment, u all r still very interested in mine.
So if its me u r not happy abt, then tag me. Since he's a good guy like u mentioned, y bother him? My life is mine. So get him off the hook.
I am still alive and kicking here. Shoot me if u want. Its been almost a year, arent you all sick of it ?? *sigh*
To conclude tis, i am not at all mad. I am just curious. Y issit i heard many times tat my life is not of their concern, it doesnt seem tat way though.
Pls remember, Jay is Jay.
We have different lives to carry on with.
Dun let him carry my burden, if its me, then me.
He had went thru enuff himself, so dun associate his life and mine.
On a brighter note, God answered my prayers yesterday.
Its a sweet simple
" How r u doin ? " It means the world to me.
N of course, he is still in me.
I contented enuff he still remember.
God bless him and his family.
My never ending prayers to them.
