I kept asking myself...
Wat do i realli want in life.
Seems tat im blessed, not completely but im thankful enuff.
Great frens, wonderful family, stable career and 2 soulmates.
Even though my love life haven't been at its best so far,
i still hope. N i have NEVER stopped hoping till tis very moment.
Each and everyday i pray to God, hoping for the best.
I kept telling myself, if fate is not on my side, be willing to let go.
I hope im strong enuff.
Mummy told me, God took away all the good things in my life so tat He could replaced it with the Best instead.
I agree.
Is moving once more a good or a bad move?
I myself dun even noe.
It seems tat my heart is still clinging on him.
But muz it be abt wat i wear? Muz it be abt who i befriend? Muz it be abt where i go?
Y can't it be juz abt me??
Y muz i be someone else ??? Y cant i juz be myself??
Be NADYA !!
Issit so hard to love Nadya as Nadya???
Its basically abt the inner me.
i love someone cos of who he is, not abt wat he wears, not abt the color of his hair not even abt the brand of his shoes!
i love him bcos of him.
I dun wish to be a hypocrite.
I juz want to be myself.
N it kept me wondering, is it love we are both talking abt here.
if it realli is....
i wonder, y does it have to hurt so much.
Now im crossing my fingers, hoping for nothin but the best.
I noe some pple are clapping away seeing me fall.
Dun stop peepz, there are more to come. continue to tune in and be sure to applaud even harder.
trust me, everythin in my life is perfect!
its juz me & my other half.
Conclusion?
I have no idea.
Painful??
Indeed it is.
Juz becos my name is Nadya,
I have to go thru tis.
Its always Nadya rite?
Who else??
P. S : i detected and found who hate tag me. Suprised? Yes indeed. Unbelievable.
