Wednesday, June 07, 2006 @ 8:53 AM
I suffered a major beakdown last nite.
I made everyone at home cried.
Get ready peepz, get ready to see me fall, real hard tis time.
I dragged myself out of bed today even though im on medical leave.
I have to werk. I have to focus.
Its killing me deep inside.
Again, i believe i can never fight fate.
Yes people, im sick, miserable and very much torn.
I need to be by myself and start mending my shattered heart.
Amused. Shocked. Depressed.
Three logic words to describe wat im goin thru now.
But most of all,
I'm hurt.
Its indeed, Unbelievable.
Bless me frens. i need lots of tat.