its always good to hear both sides of the story.
i managed to talk things out and tell my side.
its all up to the other party now.
as a matter of fact, i still believe tat blood is thicker than water.
n i will be lying if i said i dun miss my cousins.
they are still very much in me.
its just the situation is not rite for us to be like before.
its been 23 years of spending my life with them.
Like for the first time now, i will be celebrating my birthday without them all.
its gonna be a brand new start for all of us.
no matter wat happens, the memories stays. I still care like i always do.
We live with individuals tat keep all of us apart. For that, i respect the choices tat we all make in life.
Those times when we all had dinner and asked each other... " so, will we still be close like this when we were all married one day?? "
I can still remember the nodding heads.
But tats not true. Things changed. But im happy and glad they r hapi they chose wat they feel they deserve.
me on the other hand, will always be the bad person.
like i say, wats new rite?
i have never disrespect the elders esp those hands who mould me since young.
the anger will subside, the road will be clear again.
as long as nobody is PROVOKING the other party, everythin will be just fine.
Yest, Kakak & Mummy spoke to me abt my current situation.
Indeed, im free to decide my life and my choice.
I had enuff of people pointing fingers at me.
Its time i sit back & watch tis whole drama.
I just hope i will be an audience and not a cast anymore.
Tired & sick of this whole turmoil.
n yes, i will be leaving to in the mid of august for a whole month..
Im still waiting for phonecalls or messages to come by.
Me on the other hand, will never wanna stop thanking Allah for all the strength He had blessed me with.
Insyallah, things will be better.
