It been a long time huh?

Yeah, i can feel tat.

N tis is gonna be hell of a long entry. Heh

Im finally back to werk even though im supposed to be on medical leave till the end of the month.

I simply can't afford to stay away from werk too long.

I can imagine the long haul of emails i have to clear, the schedules i haven't been updating and the invoices i have pending in my IN tray.

I woke up early today and brave myself to werk.

Since my fall, there's never a time when i was allowed to go anywhere alone, even when im around the house. Mummy made sure tat somebody must be around me all the time. Today's trip to werk made my mum worried like MAD !!! i had a hard time persuading her tat im fine enuff to resume my daily routine.

So imagine the train ride to werk juz now. I had dizzy spells half way thru the journey. But i made sure i had my bottle of warm water and also my Mentos.

I had tat, felt much better and was greeted by sooo many warm lovely people at the office.

Wat a way to start my day !!!

My boss came to my cubicle and welcome me back with a firm warm handshake. He told me to take it slow and take my time to settle in again. But i was suprised though,most of my invoices were already cleared by some of my helpful colleagues and therefore i only had a handful left for me to settle. But of course, i have tons of mails to clear!!!

My bad fall had sumhow made me realise soo much things. 4 days at the hospital was dreadful. I have doctors coming in every hour to check my blood pressure and popping pills into my mouth. I slept at most times till i developed bed sores.N so, tats the last thing i wanna ever happen to me again !!!!! Im more careful now, esp health
wise. I wanna make sure it wont happen again ever. Im learning to control my temper and keep my cool. the after effect of the fall is not good. As a result,
my movement is more restricted now. I cant walk fast or can i be active as
before. My head feels terribly heavy at times an of course neck strains is a
constant attack. I have to be very careful of my movements and make sure i take
regular meals as so i have all the nutrients to keep me moving. N yeah, i lost
quite some weight. My last scale check, 44KG. *sigh*

Soo many people stood by me and made sure i'll be back on my feet again. Prayers from kind relatives, frens, soulmates, other half and of course my percious mum helped in my recovery. Im soo very thankful tat they stood by me even when i was at my lowest. Tat was the point of time when i realli needed the love. I woke up with
soo many smiling faces around me and smells of lovely flowers often delivered to
make me feel better. Allah have been kind enuff to bless me with souls tat care.
Alhamdulillah, i may not have fully recovered as yet but the love and concern
was enormous enuff for me to stand on my feet once more.*smiles*

It was Eila's birthday last Friday. As i was still not fit to go out, the whole bunch
came over and we had a mini celebration for her at my place. It was nice seeing
yr favourite people around you and im soo sorry i couldnt go out and had a blast
with my best fren on her birthday. But im sure Eila is contented enuff after the
lovely romantic dinner she had with her other half and also having her soulmates
and frens around her on her special day.

Last nite was a fine relatives' reunion. We were all invited to Uncle Bird's place for a fine bthday treat for his son. My uncles and cousins were there to share the nite. Yeah, it was fun! We had so much stories to share and of course, soo many picture taking as well. But then, pics will only be available in my next entry aite!

For now, im going back to werk and of course pray hard i can make it for today.

Bless me peepz, i need lots of tat.

Before tat, a glimpse of my dreadful stay at the hospital.

I hope i never had to go thru tis again, ever. *sob*