I juz had a long telephone conversation with my mum.
We may live under the same roof but its been almost a week since i last saw her.
Its either i came back she's asleep OR i came back home and she's not around.
At tis point of time in life, its hard to trust anyone. Yes, i mean anyone.
Devastating enuff when words of mouth goes around faster than a bullet train.
Does watever i write in my blog depicts anythin??
Im amazed by the amount of spectulations slammed at me.
But im contented tat at the end of the day, im clearing this turmoil on my own, by myself.
Yes, like i say,
Its time i have to only trust only myself and nobody else.
At the age of 24, i finally realise how important it is to stay true to not only yr frens but to yourself as well.
I promised myself tat from now on, from this very moment, im just gonna listen & continue to listen to everythin tat is being said abt me.
Nope. I will not retaliate no more.
Im sick and tired of defending myself.
I am very much contented tat at this stage of my life, i thanked God i finally c thru a lot of things.
Its been a fruitful learning experience.
I still treasure my frens, family and soulmates.
But like i say, i can see much clearer now wat all those terms means to me & my life.
Dun wori, im perfectly fine although my health haven't been at its best.
As for my life, even though it a bumpy road ahead of me now,
I believe & always believe tat there will be light shining at the end of my journey.
How far more, even i dun noe.
But i hope the journey will be over soon.
Realli i am.
