I got to noe soo much things at one time.
Tough decisions being made n i am still standing firm with my plans.
I noe i may hurt my family with watever decisons i may b making.
But i have to do it. *sob*
Although im much calmer now, its killing me inside having to be apart with some of my precious people.
God noes how heart breaking it is to not answer calls and stay away from my love ones for awhile.
Trust me, i have reasons for doing all this.
I miss my dinner dates and after werk plans with my best friend. I miss my weekend retreats with my favourite people. I miss my daily catch up calls from my closest.
Its been a week, im avoiding all tat.
I got to noe things tat hurt me very much.
Yes, the truth is, im very much hurt. *sob*
I thanked some of the people who still stood by me. You noe who you are. No names i wanna mention to avoid further complications.
But thank you very much for the care concern each and everytime. Im still standing strong now cos of you all.
Im bz now settling some personal issues. Viewing units every single day. Helping a fren go thru life once more. N i hope my life n hers would be better as soon as we both get settled down.
To some frens who may been calling and smsing and me on the other hand have not been answering or replying , im sending my sincere apology.
Forgive me, i need space to move on once more.
For now the only thing i can say is tat im truly and badly hurt.
But no worries, im coping well and for some reason,
I still have faith.
