Life haven't been at its best.
But the journey have been a tiring one.
Glad enuff, some matters are resolved in a nice manner.
Much doubts were cleared. Many thoughts were brought to light.
I am finally certain of things happening around me.
At the end of the day, its all abt trust.
Ramadhan is indeed a blessing.
Its a holy month full of grace.
Syukur alhamdulillah, i am still able to fast in bliss.
Although i was teribbly sick the other day, i kept my faith and continued to fast.
But the nightmare came after 'buka' or break fast,
Mummy prepared those yucky smelly Polleney Essence of Chicken for me to drink !
I swear tat thing can realli make me puke big time! But in order not to dissapoint a mother's heart, i swallowed every bit of the black liqiud down my throat. Damn it taste horrible!
But alhamdulillah, although my health havent been at its best, i am still coping well.
My dizzy spells comes without warning at times. Yesterday, i almost black out while waiting for a cab home. Thank god someone is around to hold me up once more. Tats wat im realli worried abt. I never noe just when i will just collapsed. Anytime, anywhere. Therefore i always make sure someone is around me everytime in out of the house. Even to werk, my colleague voluntered to wait up for me in the early morning at the train station just to accompany me. Or Mummy will be constantly calling to check on me every hour.
N yes, Ramadhan also means, losing weight.
I lost quite some weight recently till my jeans are all a straight NO for me. Pardon me, i need a whole new wardrobe. Wonder when i'll be fit enuff for a shopping spree. *sigh*
Besides being at the apartment or at home, i have been spending time with Emily. She's not doing too well also and its always we both helping mend our broken hearts. But no worries, as time goes by, everythin seems to be back in order. I appreciate having her around during my darkest moments. Hopefully time will heal all the pain away, insyallah.
I am soo craving for Mc' Donalds today for break fast. Wanted to meet up with my babe Anna since our date last Wednesday was cancelled cos i was damn blardy sick! But mayb she will not be able to make it cos i informed her at the very last minute. So who will be accompanying me???
I c u later aite. U better dun be late tau !
May Ramadhan give all of us the inner strength to carry on once more.
Selamat berpuasa everyone.
Take care.
