While i was away from the office yesterday, i received an sms from a dear fren.

" Beb, there's a tug of war going on in your tagboard. Tat enemy kena attack and anna with some others are now busy fighting for u!! Where the hell r u ?? Go speak up now !! "

I wish i could.

But i was out running errands and all i could do is hope nothing bad will happen during the dispute.

Im sorry enemy, i noe u r looking for me, i heard u r sparing a punch. I would gladly wanna noe wat tat punch urs is for?

Did i in anyway took ur bf?? Or mayb offend ur fren?? Perhaps u have a huge crush on Jay and therefore hates me being with him all this while we were together??

I hope i knew the answers. So does the group of people tat u claimed u wanted their faces smashed as well.

No emails were sent like u claimed. Nothin to prove ur anger all tis while. N let me tell u tis, my frens are all having fun entertaining a maniac like u while i was unable to shield myself. So, dun make urself a playmate will ya??

It doesn't get in your head when i wrote the previous entry huh? I've explained everything untrue tat u kept repeating in my tagboard. But if still u feel tat im being dumped, who cares? Its ur thoughts and i dun think it matters. As long as the ones closely related to me noes wats happening, i dun think ur thoughts matters.

U wanted soo much to c me dead right?

I wonder wat u gain from my death. Sorry, im no rich woman and therefore i have no wealth to spare u.

So it kept me thinking, wat issit tat u realli gain from doing all tis.

Besides making a fool of urself, u r also at the same time giving urself away.

For the fact tat u r not happy me being with Jay and gloating over our break up is so damn obvious.

Now, celebrating my days of misery and tracking Jay's every movement is considered, freaky.

I wonder, if u r born human in the first place.

Or mayb, God forgotten to place a heart in ur body while creating u. Tats y, u r so heartless and ruthless.

Making a scene and enjoying seein me suffer is never an issue for me.

But i guess, its an issue to u.

U wanted so much to meet me??

Be my guest. Im all up for it.

Date, day & time.

I promise u, i will be there.

So enemy, let me do the calling now.

R u up for it ??

Nevermind the fact tat im still not well and in the midst of mending my badly tattered heart.

I am all up for u now.

Cos u r realli getting overboard now.

Oh ya, if i ever meet u.

There's somebody i have to bring along.

No worries, i need no man to back me up.

I am on my own now.

Im gonna let a kid tag along with me

Im sure Anna wanna let u c wat a kiddo she is.

Instead of playing kite, she prefer to have her face smashed instead.

Game for it, enemy??