Yesterday, a very kind soul drove me & Emily to visit the 'homes' of our late Daddy & Mummy.

Emily took the time alone visiting her Mummy's grave & i managed to went to my Daddy's.

She lost her Mummy 2 years ago. I lost mine nearly 6 years back.

But still, i feel the loss so very much.

I thought i could never have a chance to visit the graves but fortunately enuff tis kind soul offered to fulfill our wishes. Thank you very much. Emily & myself owe u our greatest gratitude.

I spent time sitting at my Daddy's grave weeping. I dun noe y, i dun feel like going away from him. It was so hard. I miss him. Badly. I swear i felt so hurt just sitting by his grave and chanting my prayers. Trust me, i noe he can feel how hurt i am. Its been a difficult 2006 for me to live by. But everytime i think of Daddy, i still believe i have faith. So i live my life now with only the faith tat im left with.

We went for dinner after the visit to the graves. Pardon the ugly pic below due to the massive weepings done at the grave earlier on. *smiles*

Dinner @ Makansutra

Ramadhan is finally here and hopefulli we will all be able to fast in bliss.

Insyallah, things will slowly turn better for all of us.

I hope & pray for a much better life ahead.

Dear Allah, please bless my family, soulmates & friends.

Let them fast in bliss and hopefully they will always have faith.

Like me, faith is the only thing tat keeps me going now.

Selamat berpuasa everyone.