Finally, they made me smile.
Knowing i went thru a rough time, both of them were there to help cheer me up.
Ladies, i appreciate the effort made.
Only God noes how hard it is to stay strong and not to break down in front of u both.
Thank you for spending the nite with me and hearing me rant.
I felt soo much better after letting it out.
U both mean so much to me, thank you again for making me realise tat i should not give up hope and move on.
Anna
Emily
Had iftar at Cahaya Far East Plaza. Finally, i filled my tummy after leaving it empty for almost 3 days. I was terribly hungry and dining with the gerls made it feel even better. I had my Hokkien Mee,Anna had her Chaw Kway Teow and Emily had her Chilli Crab HotPlate Noodle which was a total disaster. Nvm babe, the next time we dine, i make sure we will sit at the other kitchen instead rite?
Emily dearest left werk early to meet me and Anna for dinner as she wanted very much to cheer me up. Babe, i appreciate you always being there for me. Please remember, no matter wat decision u r gonna make in life, i will always stay by you aite?
I bought Anna her belated birthday gift. It haf been 2 months since i last saw her. We were still close though. Always updating each other thru calls and sms'es. She never once failed to check up on me each time she feels tat somethin is not rite. I realise tat its funny how a fren i knew for barely a year can feel soo much for me. Mayb its just me n her. We share similar things and thoughts. When i look at her, i see myself. But insyallah, i pray hard tat she will not have to suffer as much as i did.
After dinner and a short walk at Tangs, we decided to just sit down and chat. Yeah, my legs were already aching bad and EMily looked tired after a long day at the saloon. We had ice cream and Emily had her 2nd round of dinner there. She's been having big appetite lately. It doesnt matter though, i just want her to stay healthy always. She's been werking realli hard and she need lots of food to keep her going.
Our Earthquake Moments
The experience the 3 of us shared during our Swensens moments was the best. I not only managed to let it all out, but i get to hear them share their stories as well, which indirectly helped me to learn n move on. It is sad knowing that our paths in life were not as pleasant as we wish it would be. Therefore, i understand how hard it is for us all to face the world with our head up high. But knowing tat they are ther e are still people willing to listen and share your sorrows, tats the best feeling ever.
A part of me is gone. i have to learn to let go.
Again ladies, u made my nite yesterday.
Its been long since i smile and had a good fill.
Behind our smiles.........
But only God noes, behind those smiles, the heart is still breaking.
Have a great coming weekends everyone.
Im gonna spend mine with my loved ones at home.
