The Indonesian Sinetron tat keep me glued to my seat every Monday nite.
I have to keep on switching channels each time the commercials is on.
Yeah, America's Next Top Model is aired around the same time as well.
I love her hair, i love her lips and of course, i love her tactfulness.
But then again, i prefer Ana from Hikmah better. *smiles*
Dun u all agree tat she looks amazingly gorgeous?
Her fair skin, her shiny eyes and her sikly hair, isnt tat wat all women would die for?
But again, its not her appearance tat caught my eye.
I dun noe, i juz feel the sincerity in her while acting her role.
How she prays to Allah despite every hardships. How she always begs for forgiveness even though its not her fault and how she greeted those she meet and talk to.
But most importantly, the faith she have in Allah even though her life was hell.
I noe its drama. Its all scripted.
It kept me thinking, will there be any soul as strong as her in this real world.
Well, if u ask me, if im treated like tat, i would have long leave the house and FxxK those people tat keeps on abusing me! Heh.
But yet, she stayed. She prayed. She love her husband dearly and often enuff, even misunderstood, still believe tat Allah will lead her through.
N again. Its drama. *lol*
Despite the fact tat its again all scripted, i cant help but wonder, y izit i can realli feel the faith in her. I felt the sincerity. I felt the pain. N i learnt, wat faith is all about.
The real deal is, Ana or her reality name, Tamara, is a Muslim convert.
But look at how fluent she said her prayers and how well she chant her 'surahs'.
Look at how gracious she can be.
N look at us?? We are born Muslim from day one. N i willingly admit, even i myself is not as perfect as she is.
Therefore, the show indirectly helped me in many ways.
Firstly, it tells me, wat faith realli means.
Its means facing thru all hardships without giving up.
Secondly, i am much closer to Allah than before.
Cos i noe, only He can hear my prayers and insyallah grant my wishes.
And lastly, i learn tat its not about the looks tat attracts a person.
Tamara is a beautiful woman. But yet, tats not the main reason y i like or fancy her.
Its her faith and her sincerity in believing in Allah.
So wat if we are physically beatiful on the outside??
Does tat realli matters??
It will be a great advantage if we are beautiful both inside out.
A beautiful face will never promise you a place in heaven.
A beautiful heart is all tat matters.
How i wish i could be a better muslimah in time to come.
Insyallah, its never too late.
Till today, its faith tat keeps me going.
Cos tat the only thing tat i have left.
