This is Baby Martin. My uncle's youngest son. Only 2 years old, but he is
soo damn smart ok!! He can converse both in Malay & English so fluently!

But best of all, he can sing lah!! BUT after he sing, he make sure all of us
clap!! Then he'll be one happy boy clapping away as well.

If ever i have a kid one day, i want my kid to be as smart as him. For a boy his age, he's realli intelligent. The way he talks, he sings and the way he ask questions, God im amazed!!

Then we went over to my aunt's place. Been long since i stepped there. I met my cousins there, i havent seen them for ages! N of course, i met one of my
cousin whom i was so close to back then. Such a great feeling being able to see them again and knowing they are all doing well. *smiles*

But again, the exchanged sms'es i had in the late afternoon yesterday just tore me apart. Somebody claimed tat im all over it and tat im NOT suffering anymore.

I WISH!!!!

I wonder wat else i must do to just stop suffering!!

Behind those smiles and presence, lies a deep secret tat only God noes how painful it is.

N i promised myself, i shall cry no more in front of my family or the ones tat care for me.

Let me keep it deep in me and go thru my misery on my own.

So like i say, i just need prayers, so tat i could go on with life and be happy.

Tats all i need for now.

N last nite, i braved myself to wear the pink kebaya.It was realli heartbreaking knowing tat the person who bought the textile for me can never see me wearing it.

But i managed to smile though, when Mummy told me i look sweet in it and tat the color looks good on me. *grinz*

Yeah, the pink kebaya was realli sweet.

How i wish the memory was sweeter. *sigh*

Ok, done for now.Im gonna get my ass back to this!!!

This is wat happenes when u r away from werk for a week !!!

I didnt managed to clear them by yesterday, so i guess i have to start settling those invoices by now.

Till then peepz!!

Have a pleasant Tuesday!