Friday, October 20, 2006 @ 11:02 PM
I was at werk when Abah called to remind me to collect my cakes.
I totally forgotten abt it.
N the thought of it breaks my heart even more.
I ordered 4 cakes.
2 for myself and 2 for his family.

I went straight to Hougang at Abah's place right after werk.
Collect the cakes, had a short session with both Mak & Abah.
Kiss both my baby Syiqin and baby Raihan goodbye and rushed home in a cab.
Reached home, just in time to break fast.
My mum seeing me carrying those boxes of cakes was worried if i would get all upset again.
But like i say, i dun wanna worry her anymore.
Those cakes were just not meant to be presented to the rightful owner.
It was my wish during Ramadhan to give the family those cakes as a Hari Raya token.
But i guess......... *sigh*
Im at home now, spending the coming weekends cleaning up the house.
N my head is spinning after i took my tabs just now.
I think im gonna end my day early today.
Off to dreamland soon.
Till then, i just hope nothin will remind me of him again.
Not even the cakes.
Nite everyone.