It was a teary Hari Raya indeed.
Early this morning when i seek forgiveness from my mum, i was all tears.
I felt so much pain. I realised i had made her suffer with me all this while.
She hugged me and with so much love in her eyes, tell me its alright and tat i should now start a new chapter in my life and leave all my misery behind.
I nodded, kissed her hand and went straight to my room and continue my crying session.
Mummy Dearest
For the first time in my life, i slept as early on the eve of Hari Raya. Nope, unlike the previous years where i will be doing my last minute shopping at Geylang. Not this year. I slept close to midnite after a long day cleaning up my room.
Wanna take a peek at my humble room??
Last minute bedsheets, last minute carpet and last minute cleaning!!
But still, i lioke my bedsheet!! So full of love. Well, since i lost love, its time i try to get the spirit of love once more. *smiles*
Well, not for now. Like i say n im gonna say tis again... I AM NOT READY TO FALL IN LOVE EVER AGAIN !!!! not for now, of course.
First day of raya wasn't tat bad. Of course, the few people never fail to create a smile on me.
To be honest, i am not in the mood nor spirit for celebration this year. Im sure anybody in my situation would have felt the same way.
But i realise, some people are not upset at all even knowing the other party is suffering. Cool huh.How i wish i was born with a heart as strong as tat! I wonder how u r able to cope tat well... *sigh*
N like i say, thanks to these lovely bunch, they make my day a little bit special today.
Pardon the ugly pictures, my face was all swelling due to the massive crying done the last few days.
Bear with me aite peepz!
I noe i look so YUCKS! Heh.
Senorita
Mazyguy
Uncle Bird
Baby Haritz!!!!
Visitors just left the house and i was all busy attending to them.
Now, im feeling soo sickly and tired.
Im gonna hit my bed and get a good nite sleep.
N before i sleep, im gonna always remember wat Mummy told me tis morning.
Start a new chapter and leave all my misery behind.
Insyallah, with God's grace, i will.
Salam Lebaran everyone.
Gd nite.
