Love is a big word.
It's too valuable, even money can't buy.
I have been thinking realli hard lately hoping i could define the term, LOVE.
No matter how hard i try to simplify the term, so many questions came to me.
Trust me, till tis very day, i will be lying if i say tat i know wat love is all abt.
" Nobody will ever love you in a million years like i do. "
My heart nearly stopped upon hearing tat.
But after years of being in love with a totally different person, my defination of love is different.
Its not abt hugs or kisses.
Its abt sacrifices and tears.
Its not abt money or gifts.
Its abt effort and commitments.
Its not abt flowers or chocolates.
Its abt promises and trust.
N at the end of the way, there is No love if there is No trust.
God noes how painful it is being misjudged by someone u love dearly.
A relationship failed becos of miscommunication and mistrust.
I have gone thru tat. Honestly, it was never an easy path to go thru.
N i was hoping every single day, things would be better.
I hope Allah heard my prayers and show me the right Love.
If love is supposed to hurt this much, i pray to Allah never to let anybody in love go thru the path i went thru.
Its too painful and therefore i hope nobody have to go thru tat.
I am living in a life where everythin is perfect. Almost tat is.
Blessed with a wonderful family, great frens and a stable career, wat more would i wanna ask for.
I am thankful every single day of my life, im blessed with soo much n yet when im suffering this heartbreak, it seems too much a load on me.
Tat shows tat my faith is fading.
While tat is the only thing i have left.
As much as i am much closer to Allah, i feel the faith in me minimising.
I almost felt empty.
Mayb its time i realise tat someone loves me more than i could ever realise, its just tat im simply ignorant.
I am letting go of someone i love with all my heart.
But one thing for sure, im hurt.
I believe tat when u love someone u gotta learn to let them go.
Y hold them back?
N if realli he's meant for u, he will definitely come back no matter wat.
For now, im blessed with a love so pure and sincere.
Im just hoping for the best in life.
Insyallah, our paths mayb different now but our hearts will always be the same.
For i will always love you, no matter wat.
God Bless everyone.
