So the dinner last nite was cancelled.

My gerl fren couldnt make it as her daughter was down with fever.

Nvm babe, there's always next time ya. *smiles*

I headed home right after werk as my body was still aching weak.

Even today, my head still feels heavy. *sigh*

Im taking half day again, heading home soon at 12pm to get some rest.

Before i went to bed last nite, i chatted on MSN with a guy fren whom recently just broke up with his long time gf.

He was devastated, i was all ears hearing him rant thru the net.

N so, i gave him an advise or two, since i myself is not coping well, i feel im in no position to give him any good advices.

But the only thing i remembered telling him ws to at least have faith.

I was feeling a bit sad for him cos i knew he was with his gf for quite some time and it must be hard having to cope with the loss. ( i went thru tis myself )

At the end of it, i gotten all mad when he said tat he's going out tat nite to party and mayb get hitched with some pretty babes so tat he could forget his ex gf.

I was FUMING MAD !!!

You mean, its tat easy huh??

So each times u guys broke up with ur your gerl frens, the best alternative is to go club and get a replacement???

Tats blardy disgusting ok!

I waas so irratated tat i tell him off straight!

Men often do this dun u think so ?? they broke up, ended up in a club, got drunk, dance the nite away with god noes who the gerl is and then tats it.

They either exchanged numbers , go for supper together (which i find very safe and sensible) or ended up in cheap hotels in Geylang.

Ok, i noe it takes two hands to clap.

It wont happen if the ladies give an absolute NO.

Sumhow, i dun totally blame the men.

I admit, i party my nites away at times.

But its been long since i last step into a club.

The last time i went partying, i remembered i danced my nite till 5 am in the morning and got sick the very next day. Duh!

But no, i dun take any alcohol nor do i hooked up with any men there.

Well of course, there were many many cute men around suddenly appearing out of nowhere and the next thing u noe, they are right behind you hoping for a dance.

But it always gets into my mind, wats is up their sleeves??

N if i dance with them, wat will they think of me??

Sporting? Casual? Outgoing or somethin else which i hate to mention.

N i was a party freak when i was much younger, HRC was a hot spot back then.

Its a MUST thingy every Saturday nite.

But till tis very day, i have NEVER once exchanged numbers with any of the guys before.

I will always claimed tat im engaged or im married. Yeah, to such extend.

Cos it realli freaks me out, wat is in their mind when they see us ladies at clubs partying.

For me, its just pure entertainment. I often have a great time with my gerl frens when we are out dancing.

But for some reasons, men may think differently.

N to all men who may happen to read this, pls take note of the difference will you??

Some ladies party to have fun and tats it. No more, no less.

Please dun treat all girls as rebounds will ya? If it happened tat u all are seriously looking for future gerl frens, i wonder y must it be in a club?

I always have tis stupid mindset in me for a very long time.

I always thought tat when a man ask for your number in a club, they have ulterior motives on you. Heh.

Tats how narrow minded i can be at times.

But it comes to a stage where im realli particular over such issues.

I dun have any problem when i see my other gerl frens doing tat, but i dun noe y, i just cant if it happens to me.

It will be a hi and hello plus those short chatting sessions.

N tats it. Over and done.

I never believed in contacting them after the club ends.

It will be a totally different story if i happen to bump into them in public.

Yeah, i noe, im very contradicting.

But tats the way it have always been.

There was tis realli cute guy in a club the last time i went partying with my bunch of gerls.

I can never deny the fact tat he was realli charming. Tall, fair and realli sweet.

When he asked me for a dance, i told him im engaged.

Engaged to who?? Heh. I dun noe, i just made it all up. *smiles*

But i dun mind saying tat ... cos if i were to ever say yes and dance, i dun noe where it will lead me to.

N again, wat will he think of me.

But yet, his intention may just be nothin, just a dance tats all.

So issit me being paranoid OR am i just overly sensitive?

So to all men out there, pardon me if i sound rude but please i hope, change your mindset when u guys go out and party.

Not all ladies there wanna be treated as rebounds.

If you guys are suffering from a major break up or heartbreak.

Partying will help, tats no question.

But finding a quick candidate there, i dun think tats an answer.

It never happen to me before. so i can't really depict much.

I may be wrong, or i may be right.

Its all up to individuals.

I respect their thoughts.

U never noe, the love of your life may be the one you end up dancing with rite?

Wat i write in here, is solely my views and my points.

No offence, pls.

N yeah, its been realli long since i last party.

Not in the mood for now.

Perhaps when im much better.

God noes when tat will be.

*smiles*