Saturday, December 30, 2006 @ 9:11 AM
I had a miserable nite.
I cried while talking to Mummy.
I cried while packing my things.
I cried knowing tat my life would change, once more.
May its just fated tat my life is supposed to be this way.
To love is not to own.
Mummy told me to learn and let go.
Hopefully, i will.
I wanna put my miseries behind and look forward to a better 2007.
Tis have been the worst setback ever.
Mayb tats the last straw i have to face before i close the chapter for 2006.
Im gonna spend my Aidiladha in Batam with my favourite uncles and cousins.
I guess i need tat time and space to just go and getaway from things that hurt me.
Its been long since i felt tis miserable.
Allah must have reasons for doing all this.
LIfe will change, almost totally.
I cried till i can't even open up my eyes tis morning.
But i have to pack up my stuffs for my trip.
Therefore, Salam Aidiladha and Happy New Year everyone.
Please, help pray for my strength.
God bless.
