I was home rite after werk yesterday.

Reason for it, i wanted so much to cook dinner at home. Heh.

Ehem, pics of me struggling in the kitchen. *smiles*

Well, nothin special. Everyone should noe by now the only meal i'm realli good at is,

Maggie Goreng.*grinz*

But then, i promised myself tat im gonna learn to cook from now on so tat i will be a wonderful wife in time to come.

I wont be stuffing my husband with maggie mee every single day ok! i make sure he will be well fed lah. Heh.

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On a totally different note,

Here's sumthin i wish to share with everyone.

The wonders of being in the blogging world.

Well, of course there's pros and cons when u write stuffs abt your daily life.

Some will gloat over ur pain.

Some will share your sorrows.

While some, take it as a learning experience.

Like i say, i get to noe wonderful people while blogging.

Alhamdulillah, Allah bless me with wonderful readers who sumhow became my frens.

I got this message from a fren, Leza.

This beautiful babe is currently staying in Australia with her wonderful husband.

N of course, she gonna a lovely mum in months to come.

She wrote me this,

Hi, maybe you have now realised that I always
been a fan of your blog - not to be a busybody of people's lives. But to share your sorrow as a friend for the path you have taken is nearly as much as I felt before.

I fell in love with someone at 15 yrs old and were together for 2 years - For next 6 years since I met him, my diaries I wrote were all about
him. And as he break away from me each day, all I have left of him was his beautiful words he once said which i quoted in my diary. And each time the heartbreak was killing me, I wrote them in words and when I missed him, my diary has become my companion. Remind me of wonderful and then entries of painful events when I wished he is still with me.

After 3-4 years I had a career and travelled half the time - I met so many people that it helped me so much to move on in life. He, by then, have already had a few other girlfriends after me. By the time I met Paul, he was finally attempting to court me back after 4 yrs split.

I writting this to you that I can somehow feel that painfulness u felt of heartbreak - I once thought that was the most painful thing I had to go thru. I was wrong. I had to separate from my own family - that was painful then I lost my son in me - that nearly cost me my life. I realised those love heartbreak I felt was just temporary. Losing my son will be a permanent heartbreak - and it felt 100 times worse than the love heartbreak I had for years.

I am sure Allah has something for you - just when I wanted to give up on love, Paul comes unexpectedly, and here we are now, married and
starting our family. I thank God, for I now understand why I was not meant to be with that guy cos Allah has planned for me to meet Paul.

If its not meant for you, do try your best to let it go. You are a beautiful woman, with a good career - no reason why someone better won't love you. And when the right person comes, u just know it!

I left all my diaries in Singapore - still under my bed safe in a wooden box. All 6 of them one from every year. No one read them before and I have stopped reading or writing them since I met Paul. Life has more to live for not just the past - its about the future.

I wish I can catch up with you perhaps sometime in Feb 07 which I will sneak into Singapore ! . Take care. God Bless!


Tell me, how inspirational can tat be??

I was realli touched by wat she have written.

Thanks babe for the effort, u shld noe how much i appreciate tat.

Im sure it will be inspirational to others as well.

Tell me now, how can we all not ever believe in happy endings.

I have a real life testimonial to prove.

At the end of the day, its all abt moving on and having faith.

Again, my greatest gratitude.

Like i say she's a beautiful woman.

Dun believe me??

Leza & Paul

Leza have been a great fren and she writes really well too.

I love reading her entries and how brave she is being away from her family and building up her new life.

To you babe, i wish you everlasting happiness always & forever.

Thanks for being such a lovely soul.