Again, it was totally unplanned.

Last minute meet up sessions turns out to be the best!

We were as always, exchanging emails at werk when i decided to meet Reita an hour before we knock off from werk.

Then an invitation email was sent to the rest of the ladies.

Too bad, Lili cant make it as she had already make plans with a fren.

So it was us 4, and let me tell u tis...

It was super fun lah oK!

We had a simple dinner at LJS ( da lama tak mkn fast food) and then we headed to Ben & Jerry as Frosty was in need for the New York Fudge which was TOTALLY SINFUL. *slurps*

But the best of all, was the time spent with them.

Simply perfect.


So when you dun see the Mafias on duty,


Perhaps they are out feeding each other ice cream.

Wei, mafias are romantic people also lah! Heh.

Now, wonder y i mention mafias?

Ok, now let the grandmother tell u all a story.

Recently, i cant help but notice a comment left on a paricular blog referring to me & my gerl frens.

We were labelled MAFIAS.

Cos we always make headlines in our blogs and victimised people.

Dear readers, i wonder how true is tat??

Can anyone vouch for tat, pls?

I mean, i would solely agree if people claimed im victimising myself lah cos i usually blog abt me, myself and i.

Oh ya, and my dear Mak Ca always say, " bace blog u , mest pasal u sakit! " ( read: read ur blog, usually abt u falling sick! ) Heh.

So which part of it am i blogging abt other people not relevent in my life.

If the bumping into the ex incident entry is considered discriminating, then i solely apologise.

It was to me, a view of the whole incident.

We were pissed with the whole stares and glares and also the comments given on tat day, so those who were not around would not know how it feels when someone commented nasty things abt ur gf.

Me being defensive towards my own fren, its acceptable.

But someone who is NOT totally involved in this whole turmoil suddenly appeared and gave such comments??

Now wat do i call tat??

Any names for it??

Cos i am sooo not good at name calling NOW!!

I guess i lost my touch. heh.

If it was me the last time, i would have 1001 names to call them.

But now, i am soo not the laser Nadya anymore.

I lost my skills lah.. skill nak mengutok orang!

Cos i noe its kinda offensive.

Y i said so, cos it hurts me when someone used to call me names, like all sort.

So when i was building myself all over again at one point of time,

I asked myself, if im hurt when people said all tis,

Y must i do it to others??

I have feelings, so does other people rite?

So wat if i hate them to the core??

Doesnt mean the whole world must join me and hate them rite?

Like i say, im more reserved now, i feel im too old to be involved in childish catfights.

Altho i yet to become a wife nor a mother, i definitely feel old nowadays.

Mayb im ageing lah. Heh.

So like i say, the gfs and me were given a new name, MAFIAS.

U noe, those with weapons and headmasks??

N of course, the comment never came as a suprise.

Beside being annoynomous, i can just sense the person behind all tis.

Its just instincts.

U see, when u r in this stupid turmoil for a long time, u kinda noe how to read the game well by now.

Cos it ever happen before u see.

Tis ' i noe everythin ' person loves to leave comment annoynomously and then gave her 2 cents worth which is soo not needed.

I remembered there was once, this person left a comment abt legal acts and laws on my fren's blog.

N the comment was so freaking long lah ok!

Just like the one abt us being MAFIAS. heh.

Im not pointing fingers at anyone.

Im just assuming, and u never noe how true asumptions can be rite?

But again, i simply cant help but laugh abt the nickname given.

It became a laughing topic to us gerls each time we chat now.

To the extend of people nicknaming us just becos we were defending a fren?

But again, its up to them rite?

I mean, i have nothin against anyone.

I love making frens.

Just like now, i made numerous great frens thru blogging.

Remember, i am soo inspired to be as compassionate as Tyra Banks? Heh(read : compassionate like Tyra NOT look as HOT as her! )

We cant determine how far the frenship will last but yet again, isnt it nice just knowing people and learning more abt others.

It helps u noe, to gain confidence and at the same time release your tension.

I was at my lowest at one time remember? ( in fact it still does comes once while!Heh)

N i blogged abt soo many things even i cant remember.

Thru writing, i made frens with wonderful souls.

I welcome anybody who wanna be frens with me.

I dun set any criteria when selecting frens.

Y should i ??

Aren't we all the same??

Im not perfect, so is everybody else.

Tell me, u noe of anyone who is born perfect??

I soo wanna meet tat person. *rolls eye*

I am not perfect either.

I have flaws.

Plenty of them.

Physically, just look at me, my nose is way to big for my face and i never had a" die to for " figure all this years.

Someone even claimed i looked like a parrot !!!

Then i realise, at some angle, i do have features of a parrot!!! mayb my nose la. *lol*

Now tell me, when did i ever claim i was perfect.

God created us with beauty and flaws.

Everybody is beautiful in their own way.

Some not physically but their personality beats them all.

For sure, i never wanna look down on people with non capability, isnt tat ALLAH's gift?

N if i ever once discriminate people like tat, may ALLAH LET ME ROT IN HELL!

I may have said things which indirectly hits some people bad.

But some people dun realise tat being paranoid is never a good thing.

Should i blame it on the hormones changes??

I doubt so, cos it seems like forever since this catfight had never ended.

I have decided to wash my hands off crappy things like tis for quite sometime.

Think abt it, when will all tis ever end?

Till when must people get involved in matters tat doesnt involve them?

Y must people keep judging and assuming without realising tat they we are all getting older each day and all this shld stop?

Kids will always be kids, but arent we adults now??

Arent we supposed to be positive and stop being judgemental! Duh!

So as anna mentioned in her blog, practice wat u preach cos it may come in handy.

Before saying out loud to the world abt a particular issue,

Sit down and think.

Does it involve me? Y must i always feel tat the world is against me?

I started doing tat since a few months ago.

Therefore my entries have always been general.

Abt many issues and lastest was abt MEN.

At least i noe, i managed to make someone smile with my entry yest. *flying kiss to Ainni*

N i feel realli bad having to write stuffs like tis on my blog.

Make me feel crappy and childish.

I sooo wanna get out being in blog wars and i hope tis is gonna be the last time i have to blog like tis.

But i take it as a leson learnt.

Come to think of it,

The nickname does sound cool on us. Heh.

MAFIAS.

I take tat as a compliment.

Cos at least we noe,

U did notice us afterall.*smile*

Salam'