After being away from blogging for, well quite awhile.
My trip to Batam helped me regained my faith.
Pictures and entries of the trip will be up once im settled at home.*promise*
Altho i am still feelin a bit lost at times but alhamdulillah, i believe Allah made me feel right once more.
Its not gonna be an easy path cos as always my love life is not at its very best.
But lets think positive rite?
If he's meant to be, he will always be with me.
But if Allah decide tat he have to go and i have to live my life from scratch once more.
Tats the risk in life i have to take.
I wanted a brand new 2007 remember??
My only wish is not to get hurt anymore.
But the day before i leave for Batam, i was soo hurt tat i told myself,
Tats gonna be the last hurdle for 2006.
Wat tat have been said will be kept in this heart of mine.
Altho it hurts so very much, but i believe people do make mistakes in life.
I maybe wrong in some point, some people too.
I wanna start afresh with wat i am left with.
One thing i can never stop thanking Allah for is blessing me with a perfect family.
Mummy have always been there wiping my every tear.
Wat else would i wish for.
I have the most wonderful mum ever.
For now, its werk, yoga & family.
Well, i noe very well who i love and who i wanna spend my life with.
But at the end of it, lets just let Allah decide shall we??
No, im not going around men hunting.
I realli feel im too 'old' to go around looking for love.
The love in my heart is so great, i have no doubt abt it.
I received an email regards to my latest entry,
" Let's not find love Nadya, let love find us."
I may not noe who you realli are, but thank you soo much for tat sweet mail u sent me.
Till my next entry peepz.
Have good Wednesday morning everyone.
Its gonna be a short werking week for all of us.
Take care and God Bless.
P.S : Emily & Anna, i miss you both to bits babes! lets have a girls' makan session soon ok!
