Its the time of the month again.
The pain was unbearable yesterday.
I headed home straight after werk last nite, took some painkillers and rested at home.
I wonder y women have to go thru this monthly cycle.
My stomach cramps got worst as i grew older.
Mummy said she experience the same thing when she was my age.
It must have been passed thru the generation i guess.
N im the unlucky one cos both my sisters dun get the cramps like i do.*sigh*
So i changed the song in my blog again.
Sorry Yanni, your fav song kena replaced liao. Heh.
N i sooooo freaking love Bryan Adams ok.
Call me outdated, any names u want.
Personally, i prefer songs in late 90s.
I find them more inspirational, very motivating.
" if you love a woman tell her that she's realli wanted. If you love a woman, tell her that she's the one."
I kinda notice men are much more reserved this days.
Pardon me, but its just a simple research i made.
I started comparing different types of men around.
I heard lots from my gfs about their partner, the men in their life.
N stories i heard range, different situations, different issues.
I mean, how they change over time.
But i guess, being men, they are still a step higher than us, women.
They will always be the head of the family and therefore respect have to be given to them.
But getting respect is abt earning them.
I heard abt the women who dun respect their partners.
Well, sumhow i do notice i do tat myself.*blush*
U noe, we women always believe in " girl power " and tat all men and women are equal.
To a certain aspect, it is true tat both genders should be valued equally.
But at some point, we women lose hands down.
Respect shld still be given to the men.
Cos at the end of the day, they are supposed to be leading the family.
N the day we got married, its THIER hands we are supposed to kiss. ( remember after the akad nikah session? )
So like i say, we women do owe them some respect dun we??
On the other hand, tat doesnt mean the MEN should not respect us in return rite?
We deserve the same respect as well. *nods head*
Cos when u love, u begin to commit.
N when u commit, u have to learn to not only accept the pros and cons, u learn to respect their lives as well.
Im not saying im an expert in all this.
Damn, im the last person u all should learn from when it comes to relationship.
I am such a failure when it comes to love and maintaining one.*sigh*
But what im stating here, is wat i learnt thru out all the ordeals tat i went thru.
I learnt tat keeping away from things tat will hurt u will make u stronger.
In another word, Ignorance Is A Bliss.
Sometimes, u just have to be selfish, not only to urself but to the people around u as well.
Just in order to stay away from hurting people or getting hurt, being selfish is the best policy i guess.
But tat doesnt mean u have to be MEAN and snobbish lah.
Being selfish in a simpler manner, u noe avoiding stuffs and wat nots.
Not as outgoing as i used to be.
I admit, im begining to love my life as it is now.
I love the people i hang out with, i adore my family to bits!
I guess simplicity is wat i should look upon in life.
Love is always painful but tats a lesson u gotta learn.
Altho it still hurts sumtimes but i keep assuring myself,
My happy ending will soon to come.
Some people settle down much earlier but i guess im those who will build a home only when i reach my 30s. Heh.
Like i repeatedly state in my entries.
I noe who im in love with, i noe exactly who the man i wanna spend having kids and growing old with.
But im not sure if he feel the same way like i do.
After everythin tat happened in our lifes, im sure it will be a big blow to us both.
But i shall leave my fate in God's hands.*smiles*
Men nowadays are less expressive.
We can never read wats in their mind.
So like wat Bryan Adams said in his song,
" tell her tat she's the one." Sumtimes, we realli need to noe tat we are special u noe. *hint to all men*
Have you ever really love a woman?? If you do, u sure know wat to do now ya!!!
Have a great Wednesday everyone!
Salam'
