There is something im fond of doing currently.
Reading and replying to emails from some of my fellow readers.*smiles*
I have yet to reply some but reading them all leaves such impact on me.
I wonder how strangers can feel soo much for you.
As much as i thought i am going thru a rough time in life, they are many other who probably been thru worst.
Therefore, i noe im not alone, so are they.
Reading and replying to every single mail makes me learn so much.
I believe they are all sincere in giving me their thoughts and i have to get back to them with my most honest reply.
Those real life testimonials, advices and words of encouragement realli helped me move on once more.
I didn't realise tat thru writing, i am not only able to pour out my feelings but at the same time, i am creating a strong bond with strangers out there who may be goin thru the same path as i am.
Nurul is one lady i feel strongly connected to.
She is one hell of a strong woman and i am thankful, she made me realise how much she believes in love even after going thru the worst.
She shared somethin very meaningful with me from one of
her favourite reads and i wanna share it with you all...
"Have i told u about the tensions of opposite?"
The tension of opposites? "Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you but you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted. A tension of opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."
Sounds like a wrestling match.
"A wrestling match. Yes, you could describe life that way."
So which sides win?
"Love wins. Love always wins."
Thanks Nurul, insyallah life would be better for both you and me. I hope i will believe in love as strongly as u did. *smiles*
As long as we both still have faith, im sure life will move on pretty well for us. *grinz*
Nurul is not the only woman i received inspiring mails from.
I got one from a married lady who decided not to tag cos she dun wanna reveal her name. Heh.
U noe who u r babe!! *waves to u*
N she made me believe in tis...
" Perpisahan memang menyakitkan. Ada hikmah di setiap perpisahan and Allah akan ketemukan dengan orang yang lebih baik untuk kita. You have to believe this !! "
In her mail, she claimed tat she went thru a major hearthbreak years ago but she have no regrets.
Now, she is blessed with a wonderful husband and a 16 mth old baby girl.
How sweet is tat??
Hoping tat i will move on with life, she shared with me her past history and i am so glad she found her happiness.
Like you babe, i hope i will be bless with a hubby and a baby and of course, build a new family. *smiles*
Y i decided to share some of this inspiring emails is due to the fact tat i noe, some may be going thru a difficult period in their lifes now.
I wish they noe tat they are never alone.
I decided to pen down the most heartbreaking moments in life cos i realise i feel much better letting it out.
Nope, its never abt gaining sympathy or getting unwanted attention.
Its my life im writing about and i noe, in some way or another i may be a help to some people out there.
Cos when i was realli upset at one point, i always look up to a fellow blogger.
She writes flawless entries, those with great sincerity and truth.
I saw how difficult her life was at back then but i am impress at how well she managed to stand up tall and move on again.
I look up to the beautiful
Srichantique.N she have been a great motivator since.
Blogging helps me in many ways.
Not only i regained back my faith tat i thought i've lost along the way.
But i met wonderful people as well.
Thru blogging, i get to create new friendship with Reita,LiLi, Anna, Frosty, Yanni,Haney,Effa,Shasha and many more....
Tell me, how lucky am i ??
I met those angels who made so much impact in my life.
Never failed to lift me up knowing i was at my lowest.
Ladies, i can never thank u enuff.
Altho life is picking up once again,
I am grateful tat indirectly im helping some people out there, just being able to tell them, they are not alone.
