Do i blame it on the weather?

Or my immune system is just not good enuff?

Been 2 days and im still very sick.

If its not due to the urgent meeting we have today, i would still be under my blankets, resting in bed.

It was home rite after werk the last 2 days.

I was not in the mood to go anywhere.

Even skipped my yoga class cos i was feeling awful all thru yesterday.

I spent my time at home watching tv on the couch, with tat thick comforter wrapped around me as it was realli damn cold last nite.

To make it worst, the rain have not stop since.

But i was all smiles when i was watching the American Idols last nite.

N boy, aren't they all just so talented !

Esp my favourite boy Cotter, isnt he just so charming! *winks to dee*

Its always entertaining watching the show and im just amazed by how beautiful Paula Abdul is.

At tat age, she's still a bomb!

Those lovely locks and fancy outfits just compliments her.

I cant imagine reaching my 40's.

Damn, how would i look man?

Would i still be like tis or would i be like all my sisters and most of my cousins who ended up being double their usual size! Heh.

Looking at my family generation, i guess im not spared either.

So when i get married one day and have kids, i'll have to say goodbye to tis 48kg frame of mine.

I bet my last dollar, i'll be " ice box 3 pintu" like all my other cousins and sisters. Heh. Tats wat we in the family call our oversized members.

Well, the time will come when everything just gotta change.

I am happy with life as it is now.

Nevermind if i still have to wait and keep on waiting for my prince charming to go on bended knees to propose.

Cos i wanna make sure, when the day finally come,

I wanna have a beautiful wedding with pink roses everywhere and my bridesmaids all cladded in white.

N u noe wat, i want a wedding gown, just like tis.

Pretty isn't it??

Imagine walking down the aisle in tat dress and a perfect man right next to you.

Best still, having it at the most beautiful ballroom.

Srichantique, you noe where my wedding dinner is gonna be held rite? heh.

So people, lets just wait for my invitation ok, altho i can't promise you in how many more years u all have to wait lah!

Cos i myself dun noe, when will all my dreams will be reality.

Like u all out there, im still waiting for the perfect day.

For now, let me just say tis to myself,

" nadya, wait long long ok !! "

Take care everyone.

Salam'