I can never express how thankful i am to each and everyone of u .
Yes, i have tons of concerned emails to reply and a list of tags to follow up with.
It will take me some time but still a BIG thank you to all.
Life would have been tougher if i haven't had so much care all around me.
Thank u very much for everything blog readers.
I realli owe u all my life.
Anyway, it was a lovely meet up session yet again last nite.
I met up with my fine babes consisting of the original 5 mafias,
Lili,Anna,Reita, Frosty and of course myself.
Had dinner at Vivocity and we chilled out at Starbucks for our usual coffee session.
Things get a little emotional last nite when one of us actually broke down.
My heart sank each time i notice one of my closest babe getting hurt.
Its not gonna be easy living in this world and hoping people will like us.
Sometimes, we just have to accept the fact and move on.
Some people will try all means and ways to put u down.
But nobody will be able to achieve tat if u r motivated enuff to fight on.
I am fighting to stay alive and continue living.
I have decided to move forward and not look back.
When i saw my babe crying last nite,
I just wish she knew tat each of us there felt the pain very much.
She's never alone.
N so am i.
I realise i am never alone when i have them around me.
Even people like Emily,Yanni and Shida who constantly care for my well being.
Even if the whole world is pointing their fingers on me,
Blaming me for everythin tat happened.
I noe, they are still people who stood by me and assured me tat things are gonna be alrite.
Of course, my life have never been perfect.
But at least, i am blessed with some wonderful souls.
I came to meet the babes with a broken heart.
But the minute i met them,
Everythin seems to just go by.
We can just talk and talk and cry our hearts out.
Cos we noe, we are comfortable with each other around.
Not many people have frens they can rely on.
Im glad i met this bunch of ladies tat make a big change in my life.
If its not becos ur companionship, i wouldnt be here still.
My heart is still very sore.
Going to bed is the most difficult part every day.
But i hope someday,
Everything will just fade away.
Im looking forward to spending more time with my ladies and also replying to those many emails in my inbox.
N of course,
Im available anytime for dinner dates and meet up sessions now since i am very single now! Heh.
Take note of tat alrite ladies? *smiles*
To sum it up,
Im just very grateful.
The feeling of being hurt cannot be define in any words possible.
But the feeling of being around the people tat care and love u for wat u r.
Is simply magical.
At least,
It helps to ease the pain away.
But the most amazing part,
Is knowing tat someone is willing to share your sorrow.
Dear beautiful Srichantique,
U dun noe just how much ur words means to me.
I love u babe, just like how u love me.
How can i put in words how touched i am by the long email u sent me,
Just to make me realise abt the decisions im making in life.
N it couldn't make me any happier when i saw ur email,
But it just tore me apart when i saw the subject of tat mail..
" when you're torn, i feel the same too. "
Thank u love for being there despite the turmoil u r facing in life.
Im here for u as well, anytime. anywhere.
N it make me cry my eyes out when u said tis,
" we keep it going learning from each other, by holding hands. i am here to hold yours. and when i do, i'll never let go. "
Love,
U r among the best people i have the chance to meet in this lifetime of mine.
I guess its fair enuff,
Allah gave me a hard time facing love.
But HE bless me with the perfect souls which i would proudly call
FRIENDS.
Salam'
p.s : Dear
Idasie,purplejanzz,fiday,ladyblush and naJ....
i have no idea who u people are.. but thank u very much for all the kind words. I have found friendship in each and everyone of u.. thank u very much.
