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Its Monday again huh!
So while most of u out day are at the office,
Here i am, blogging on the lappie at the comfort of my cosy room. *smiles*
Yes peepz, im on leave today!
Its always a routine for me to take leave on a Monday.
Reason for it??
Cos Mummy is around as the stall is not open on every Monday.
Its such a pleasure waking up seeing the faces of ur love ones.
Mak & Abah was around as well.
So is Baby Shukri.
Can u imagine the feeling of waking up after a long nice 8 hours sleep, surrounded by your love ones?
Simply amazing.
I seek comfort in the warmth of my family. I feel great love being acknowledge by them.
I love them very much.
Cos when im down and out,
Their hands reached out for me.
I have always reminded myself time and again.
Altho relationship wise, i may be such a failure.
But i have been a good daughter so far.
Alhamdulillah, i never neglected my responsibility towards my mum and sisters.
I love them to bits.
My weekends have always been only for them.
Tats the main reason y i prefer to meet the gerls on a weekday.
Even when i have a bf back then,
I make sure he joined me in any of my Sunday dinner with the family.
I want him to fit in the family and love my mum and sis like his own.
N u noe wat, my mum is such a sweetheart tat my other half always treated her with so much respect and love.
Im thankful, i am bless with such a wonderful mum.
She was there, sacrificing her sleep and wiping my tears when i was down and out the last time.
It was the day when i saw her crying her eyes out,
I decided i shouldnt ruin my life and let my mum suffer.
Tat was the turning point in life.
The tears from my mum.
They say, never let ur mum cry.
Cos its a great sin u gonna bear in life.
I have made my mum cry by ruining my life.
N all i wanna do now is make up for it.
I wanna make her happy.
I work every day and make sure tat she gets her monthly allowance every month, even though i noe she may not need it cos she's definitely making much more than me at the stall.
But i just wanna repay her kindness.
I wanna treat her the way she treated us all this years.
She have been a widow for almost 7 years now. Never had the intention to remarry wat not.
Her priority is one.
Making sure her children lead a good simple life.
She wakes up at 3am every morning and head down to the stall while all of us are still under our blankets.
She cooks and work the whole day till 3pm.
Tats 12 hours of hard work to make sure i completed school and Trisya made it thru her teenage days.
N now, here we are...
Im werking, earning my own bucks.
Trisya didn't dissapoint us by doing well in her studies.
Somehow or rather, i feel tat Trisya and me did make my mum feel at ease.
Its definitely not easy growing up without a dad.
Wat more for my mum, living her husband whom she had spent life with for the last 20 years.
YEah, im feeling realli emotional tis morning.
Cos i think, i've been selfish all tis while.
When my love life is not doing well,
I often enuff didnt realise tat i have another life at home,
Waiting patiently for me at home without fail every single day. I have a family.
Not many people could relate well with their mums.
Im glad i can.
Even when i go out clubbing on some nites,
My mum trusted me whole heartedly.
Sending me to the door and reminding me to take care.
How great can a mother be?
I think its just a mother's instinct.
U change when u have one of ur own.
I saw my mum praying for us every single time she ended her prayers.
I guess her prayers kept me goin all this while.
Can u imagine,
Im weeping as im typing tis.
I dun noe y,
I just wanna acknowledge her effort tis time.
She have been a magnificent woman.She noes how im breaking inside.
She gave me words of comfort and remind me tat i will be happy someday.
N i hold on to her words.
Im holding on to the words from the woman who have given birth to me.
A woman who still constantly calls me at 10pm if im not home yet.
A woman who still buy things for me when she's out shopping cos she thinks it looks good on me.
A woman who up till now, call me on the phone for a chit chat even though we are living under the same roof.
Tats woman is my mother.
N i hope i will be like her in many years to come.She defended her family and kids alone.
She lost her husband,
But she have yet lose her children.
She have yet lose me and Trisya.
So i promise myself,
Im gonna spend my life taking care of her.
Tats my promise.
Ok, i guess its getting a bit tensed huh? Heh.
Y not i highlight a bit abt the weekends.
I spend most time with the family at home.
N spent 7 long hours doing my hair and Trisya's.
Yeah, since i just got my bonus recently,
I treated the whole family to a nice dinner last nite.
But somebody realli cost me a loop in my pocket yesterday,
But the result was indeed very satisfying.
Look at tat silky hair!
Now, dun u all wish to have a sister like me? Heh.
But aren't i just lucky to have a sister as pretty as her?
Have a good monday everyone!
Im off to breakfast.
Of course,
With my mum, my family.
Salam'
