I am soooo loving the song in my blog!!

Its called Baby Don't You Break My Heart Slow by Vonda Shepard.

Such a sweet sweet song, dun u think so?

I fell in love with this song years ago back when i was still cladded in my secondary school uniform.

At tat time, the series Ally McBeal was a hit on Channel 5 and i wouldn't miss it for the world !!

I was a loyal fan of tat bimbotic cute lawyer Ally.

Altho it was supposed to be sumwat a comedy but i wonder if u guys ever caught the last episode of the show which was to me, totally heartbreaking.

You see, Ally McBeal have always been in love with this guy since her teenage days.

They were kind of like a childhood sweetheart.

But they broke up and went separate ways only to meet again years later when she started werking in a law firm filled with crazy wacky but intelligent lawyers.

Coincidently, the ex bf was werking there as well.

But then, he was married.

To a beautiful woman which Ally described as barbie doll.

She was truly and amazing a good looking blonde.

So it was kinda hard for her werking and still having this passion for the ex.

N the truth is, the ex bf, altho married, still have the hots for her.

She dated many, i mean many other men.

Some were sooo terribly cute!

But still, nothin works out.

She can yet move on.

I can remember this phrase she once siad to her best fren who was also her house mate,

" I may be physically dating other men, but my heart will forever be his. "

N u noe wat?

In tat show, the ex bf died having her rite beside him.

Now, how heartbreaking last episode is tat??

Ok, im realli feeling it now.

Cos sumhow, i guess i will be going thru tis in the near future.

I can't see myself dating sumone else as yet.

Not for the time being.

But even if i am dating someone else in the near future,

I wonder if i can love the new person just as much. *sigh*

Yeah, how unfair can i be rite?

But tell me,

Who can ever have the final say when it comes to matters of the heart?

Therefore, i am really confused at times.

Letting go is indeed not an easy task huh?

I maybe physically on the move.

But emotionally??

I guess its still a roller coater ride.

Recently, i can't help but feel so much for this someone who used to be a huge part in my life.

I read her blog a few days ago, something i have not done for quite a while.

I am not sure wat actualli is happening in her life.

But i noe, sumhow she's going thru a rough time.

I wish i could be there like i used to.

Listening to her rant on the phone for hours.

But things changed.

I am much a stranger now than a fren.

But nothin can change wat i feel for her.

N i hope and pray things will be fine and tat she will find solutions to her issues.

I realli hope she will.

Cos my prayers have always been with them.

No matter how far apart we are.

We used to be like a family.

N nothin can break a family up rite?

So i still love each and every one of them with every beat of my heart.

No doubt abt it.

Anyway, i do hope u all enjoy the song while reading my blog.

I am totally grateful tat we have to werk only 4 days tis week.

My whole body is aching bad. *sob*

Last nite at the game,

I nearly broke down cos my back was killing me!!

Thank god, bro-in-law and sis travelled all the way to Jurong East to fetch me back.

I left barely before half time.

I couldnt take it no more.

I need rest.

Plenty of it.

Have a long lovely weekend everyone.

Salam'