So the weekends have been excellent.
I spent quality time with people i adore.
It was made even more pleasant when i met up with a fren whom i have not met in the longest time!
Yup, tats Haz, a fren i known for almost a decade.
The last time i saw her was on her engagement day.
N she, as always, as beautiful as i can remember.
All thanks to L.J for planning the nice yet sweet dinner.
It was totally awesome!
We chatted whole thru dinner.
A lot of heartbreaking stories but at the end of it, all of us left with a smile on our faces.
Like wat i told Haz tat nite,
Life goes on.
We have to go on.
L.J, Haz and myself when thru turmoil in our lives.
But we managed to pick up the broken pieces and carry on.
Life haven't been easy for Haz as well.
I noe babe,
I noe how it feels being in your situation.
We are facing the same dilemma.
But look at the brighter side,
Things happen for a reason.
N im glad it happen now than later.
So dinner was at nydc somerset was fantastic!
We parted ways with warm hugs and kisses everywhere.
I went off to meet my family for our ice cream session while the girls went for their dancing session.
Oh yeah,
How can i not mention the nite i spent at the mosque with Trisya.
I never felt so at ease before.
Allah must have sent me an angel tat very day.
He let me meet a wonderful soul who waited for us at the entrance of the mosque tat very nite and showed us in.
Both me and Trisya did our isyak prayers in the mosque followed by the 'maulut'.
I felt a lump in my throat while praying.
I felt like crying my hearts out.
But alhamdulillah,
I felt a lot better after performing my prayers with many other people in the mosque.
At the end of it,
I humbly prayed to Allah,
I beg HIm for forgiveness.
I pray asking HIM to bless my family and loved ones.
I asked HIM to show me light and help me move on.
N u noe wat,
My prayers was answered.
Tat very Saturday nite,
While the whole family was enjoying our ice cream session at the new Cathay building,
We witnessed something which was to me,
A blessing indeed.
I didnt only saw one of them,
In fact i saw both of them.
Yup, how fair can Allah be rite?
HE answered my prayers and show me the way.
I saw both men from my past with new partners in their arms.
Can you all imagine tat??
How great have Allah been to me.
I cried at the mosque,
Cried asking ALLAH to help me show the right way in life.
HE showed me the very next day.
To make it all even better,
My family was around me to witness the scene.
Nope, i am not sore at all.
In fact im glad they both moved on.
So Allah showed me tat even i have to move forward myself.
I have to carry on.
I have witness with my very eyes those people i thought i have hurt are now with partners.
I wish them nothing but the best in life.
Insyallah, things will be better for you both.
Mummy thought i was badly affected by the whole scenario.
But nope,
To be realli honest,
I felt a huge burden off my shoulders.
Syukur alhamdulillah i get to see light once more.
I spoke to Frosty last nite,
What she said did make sense afterall.
N im keeping her words in mind.
Mummy spent the whole Sunday with me and Trisya.
The 3 of us went for an early dinner at Compass Point and Mummy was comforting me with wonderful words all the day.
She even bought me a new watch ok!!!
She told me to keep away all the old memories and move on.
The lovely Esprit watch she got me was supposed to be a gift.
A gift from a mum to a daughter tat so badly needs to get on with life.
I thank Allah for blessing me with such a wonderful mother.
Early this morning,
Mummy woke up just to see me get ready for werk and sent me to the door.
N she kept reminding me to put on my new watch.
Yes Mummy,
Each time i look at the watch now,
It will remind me of you.
Wherever i go,
You are always with me Mum.
Rest assured,
I will be fine.
With a mother like you around,
What more would i wanna ask for.
Remember i told you readers i have more faith than always?
Indeed, i do.
I was very calm thru out the weekend.
I notice the changes in me.
I notice tat the more nearer i get to Allah,
The more faith i am gaining.
Worry not,
Im fine,thank you.
All thanks to you people who stood by me,
I am wat i am now.*smiles*
Salam'
