Dear Kak Janna,

I may noe who u are and vice versa.

But my greatest gratitude for taking time sending me this email.

It sure means a lot to both me and Sri.

Like you, i lost 2 of my best frens as well.

Definitely not somethin which im proud of.

Instead i blame myself for not being able to save the friendship the 3 of us used to share.

Till tis very day,

I miss them with every beat of my heart.

I have never forgotten abt them.

Never.

Yes, things may not be like before.

But We stil do acknowledge one another when we meet.

Everything is still very fine.

But we can never be as close as before.

In fact,

Im glad we are still frens despite everything.

When i read the reply by Sri to Kak Janna,

It realli open up my eyes.

I agree very much with watever tat is being said.

Tats the reason y i decided not to reply to Kak Janna,

Sri have indeed said it all.

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I am begining to believe tat the title "best frens" is a heavy burden indeed.

For now, I am contented enuff having people around me and calling them frens.

Just simply frens.

But of course,

I treasure each and everyone of them very much.

I love my frens more than anythin else in this world.

They were there picking me up when i was at my lowest.

N now, im expressing my gratitude to all my frens out there.

Blogging have made such a big impact in my life.

I have never once regretted sharing my pains and sorrows with some of u out there.

Fair enuff,

Some people may be gloating over my misery.

Some are kind enuff to feel for me.

Watever reason it may be,

Thank you very much for everything.

Thru blogging,

I made wonderful souls like Sri and many others.

Wat more would i wanna ask for?

In the midst of my very unpredictable love turmoil,

I meet wonderful souls who care to share my pain.

Therefore im still thankful to Allah.

Despite not being able to grant me the wish of being with the man i love.

HE bless me with many other souls to love me instead.

N i am here,

Loving them back with every beat of my heart.

Thank you lovelies for being there for me all this while.

I appreciate the effort,

Very much.

On another note,

Thank u also to those who left me with those inspiring tags.

It realli mean so much to me.

I can never thank all of you enuff.

U all keep me going all this while.

Realli, u all out there are such lovely souls!!

Thank u once again.

Salam'

p.s : dear frens, my lovely pink handphone is not in a good condition now *sobSob*. i am sending it for service and i may not be contactable for awhile till i get a replacement handphone.Anythin urgent please email me. thanks!