Weekends have been fantastic!

N of course,thank u all for the words left on my tagboard.

Realli appreciate those lovely wishes.

I sumhow got over the Miss Shanghai thingy.

Till i came to office this morning and greeted my new AVP.

He smiled back and greeted me back, " Good morning Miss Shanghai."

Like duh!

I wonder how he knew abt it as he was not at the dinner tat nite.

Well, i guess words do spread huh?

N it was kinda embarassing though.

So i just smiled, place his coffee nicely beside him and slowly walk out from his room.

Now, back to the weekends.

As always,

I spent my Saturday helping mummy at the stall.

I came back home at noon,showered, prayed and took a short nap before i went out for a soccer date.

Yup, i went for a soccer date!

I have indirectly turned to a Liverpool fan in one nite.

Nope.

I am still a Manchester United fan for sure.

Its just tat on tat particular Saturday nite,

I was forced to support Liverpool instead. Heh.

Soccer at Hard Rock Cafe was fun!

Of course, i felt so much at comfort when Frosty and Kamal came by as well.

So while the boys had their daily dosage of soccer,

Frosty and myself took a breather to enjoy fabulous live band music.

The band was fantastic!

I was totally stunned when the lead singer sang " lips of an angel".

It was simply amazing.

He even look up at us and gave me a Frosty a BIG WINK! Heh.

As a token of appreciation,

Frosty and myself gave him a warm loud applause.

It was indeed a cool Saturday nite.

Rite Frosty?

N yeah,

I finally went out on a date.*blush*

A sweet simple date.

Well, nothin fancy at all.

It was just dinner and soccer.

Plus of course,

A wild hot ride in the wee morning.

I am still realli stiff u noe.

Havent been dating for awhile.

But it was a fine one i must say.

N i thought my date would think otherwise.

Not till i receive a text message the minute i got home. *smiles*

So i guess i still have not lost the 'touch' as yet huh? Heh.

N tat very nite,

I couldn't bring myself to sleep.

I was asking myself time and again whether im doing the rite thing.

But then,

Allah have showed me the other weekend.

He showed me and i witnessed with my very own eyes those men moving on.

So dun you all think its fair enuff i start moving on as well??

Yes, i held myself back the last few months.

Cos i thought things would sumhow be better.

But Allah showed me and my family tat very nite.

I was shocked when Mummy was indeed very supportive when i started dating last Saturday.

She told me to live anew and look forward.

She even sent me to the door and told me to enjoy the nite.

If Mummy have not witness it the last weekend,

Im sure she is still very hesistant abt me going out with other men once more.

But not this time,

She was the anxious one in fact. Heh.

N im glad,

My family have been behind me all this while.

I believe tat the truth will prevail sooner or later.

Cos i have been keeping quiet all this while.

I heard a lot, i mean a LOT being said abt me.

But i prefer to just shut it away.

I prefer to lay low.

Its my mistakes to start with.

So i guess,

Its time i live with it.

Dun you all think so?

Alrite, all tat aside.

Last nite spent with the family was another thumbs up of course.

We had a sumptuos dinner with the presence of Mak, Abah and the kids.

Look who made dinner all even more enjoyable???

Yeah, Baby Shukri came by with Mak & Abah.

Altho the baby boy was a bit cranky last nite,

But having him around is such a joy.

He is such a sweetheart u noe.

Each time i look at him,

I wish i have one of my own.

N thinking of it just kills me.

I wish i had a baby girl whom i can hug and kiss to sleep everynite.

I wish i could. *sob*

But nevermind, the time will come.

Tat baby of mine will be in my prayers everyday.

N she will turned out to be a beautiful one, i hope.

Perhaps, as beautiful as my Trisya. *smiles*

N when tat time comes,

I wanna be a wonderful mother to my daughter.

Be there for her in times of need.

Wiping her tears away.

Listening to her heartbreak.

Sacrificinng my sleep just to be next to her.

Just like wat my mummy did for me.

She's been such an inspiration.

N i hope someday,

I will be just like her.

Or maybe i shall be like my elder sis?

A HOT VOLUPTUOS MAMA!

You people should hear how she scream to her kids lah ok!!

Tarzan kat jungle pon kalah !!

But still,

She looks after them realli well.

I admire her skills in bringing up the kids.

I guess my mummy manage to pass down her skills to Kakak.

But not the screaming part tho. Heh.

N this have indeed been a long entry for a Monday morning.

I am going back to werk!!!

N guess wat?

I have a dinner date with some of my wonderful ladies later!

N u noe wat?

I forgotten to bring my cammie along.

How smart can i be? Duh!

Till tomorrow peepz.

Enjoy the day off!

Salam'