Weekends was great.

Spending time with the family was simply perfect.

The last week was a bit hectic for me.

Werk and personal issues jumbled up together.

It got me kinda tensed.

Alhamdulillah, i am much better today.

I spent most time at home with the kids.

Esp with Mak and Abah around,

I felt even much better.

The kids made me laugh,

Baby Shukri is such a joy,

Mummy was accomadating as always,

Kakak and bro-in-law were more understanding than before,

Trisya?

She's not only a sister to me,

She's a buddy i never had.

As we grow older,

Trisya and me got closer to each other.

Today is her first day in school.

She is embarking a new stage in life.

Poly life.

Just like this morning,

We were both busy dressing up at home.

Me off to werk and she off to school.

No more in school uniform,

I guess tat girl dress to kill just to go to school. Heh.

I hope she will do well in her studies and dun end up like me.

Proof for it?

Just look at my poor english!

Yikes!

Watever position im in now,

Is all thanks to my big boss.

Honestly, i have no great education to boast abt.

I am just a private diploma holder in business studies.

When i started werking in Sembcorp,

I was given so much opportunities.

I attended intensive secretarial courses to prepare myself so tat i will fit in the position i am now.

Alhamdulillah, i am fitting in well.

Altho i have so much to aim for still,

I intend to take it slow.

Since i am single now and i have so much time in hand,

I decided to do well in my career instead.

Perhaps go a step higher than wat i am now.

Insyallah.

I noe its gonna take some time for me to achieve all this.

But i believe i can.

Given the fact tat my boss have trust in me,

I have to work hard for it to prove myself.

Let love just pass by for now.

I spent some time thinking over the weekends.

I dun wanna be stupid and plain vulnerable anymore.

Y must i let men step all over me and then get myself hurt?

I have my 2 feet to stand on to.

A set of perfect family to fall back on.

A company of great frens i can rely on.

A career i can sumhow be proud of.

The only thing now,

I wanna get closer to Allah.

So tat my faith wont fade away.

Im praying hard i will not fall apart anymore.

I have lived long enuff to see true colors of many people around me.

Im glad sumhow,

Allah separate us from each other.

Perhaps we just cant be together.

Not even as frens.

Perhaps in one word,

We are just not meant to be.

I am not a capable person.

Far to be call a true fren even.

Wat more a faithful companion.

All tat into consideration,

I just wanna be with people who take me as i am.

Alhamdulillah,

Im begining to see those people appearing in my life.

Thru blogging, i made a handful of frens i can totally count on.

N im gonna meet them later for dinner!

Sri love, sorry i can't make it over the weekends.

But im gonna make up for it.

I promise.

On a totally different note,

I have a new song to share.

Yeah, wat else rite?

Another Indo hit!

Simply sweet lovey dovey song.

Listen to the lyrics, think abt it.

Cos like i used to say.

Sometimes a song just sing ur life.

Till then,

Salam'