Mother's Day is around the corner.

I've got no idea what to get for Mummy and Mak. *sigh*

Perhaps i could do a little scouting around with Reita later when we meet up for dinner.

Yup, finally im meeting up with Rieta!!

Havent seen her for the longest time!

Not sure whether L.J and Frosty would be joining us or not.

Hopefully everyone can make it and dinner would be awesome like always!

Oh back to the Mother's Day gift.

Can anyone be kind enough to spare me some ideas??

Pls?

I am brain dead now.

N i will be brain dead much later as soon as i start putting my mind on work.

Yeah boy,

Werk have been taking so much of my time lately.

This new boss is realli making me work hard for my money!

Since he took over,

I have been busy like hell.

Will be even busier once we start shifting office!

Damn!

But i shall not complain much.

Its actually a great learning experience for me.

I feel time at the office pass by realli fast lately.

No more exchanging emails with the ladies. *sob*

I notice my body is running weak as well.

Can you imagine i was already in dreamland by 10pm last nite???

I couldnt take it anymore!

Went home straight after werk and i was suprised when i saw my house filled with so many people.

Yup, my favourite aunts and uncles came by the house to have dinner.

So there goes the idea of me wanting to rest a bit earlier.

But it was fun tho.

I had a great time dining with them at home.

N the moment they left,

I was off to dreamland. heh.

So as i mentioned abt me wanting to free my mind and heart.

I feel like a brand new person all over again.

I have never felt tis relieved before.

Those sufferings have indeed made me a better person.

Im praying hard i will not have to face all those obstacles anymore.

I wanna look forward to a better life ahead.

Trust me people,

It takes me a long long time to be wat i am now.

N if some of you out there are going thur a difficult time in your life.

Be strong.

Have faith.

But pls,

Bear no grudges, feel no hatred.

Let it all go by slowly.

Go cry all you want.

Vent it all out in watever way possible.

But dun ever try hurting yourself or the people around you tat cares.

Esp your mothers.

I made my mummy cry before.

N i will live in regret for the rest of my life.

Yup,

Even tho its been almost a year tat incident happen,

But i can still remember how my mummy cried becos of me.

Becos she saw me suffered.

Becos she saw me in a helpless state.

Becos she saw me skipping my meals and looking stick thin.

Becos it was the month or Ramadhan and i was crying my hearts out and not breaking my fast.

Yes people,

I suffered tat much.

N i promise i will not do it ever again.

I will always remember the people who stood by me during those time.

I remember who was there beside mummy wiping my tears and feeding me a hamburger.

I will never forget their kindess.

I will never forget a Mother's love especially.

A friendly advice to all of you out there.

Never hurt the woman tat gave birth to you.

Never.

Not even once.

At the end of the day,

When everyone turned their backs on you,

You'll be suprised tat the only person tat will stand up fighting for you would be none other than your mother.

They say,

" syurga terletak di bawah kaki ibu "

I believe in tat.

When i went for my religious talk the other day.

The ustaz even mentioned tat the last person we should offend in life is our MOTHERS.

N if sumhow,

You have done a great damage to her feelings and never had a chance to seek forgiveness,

Please do so.

It was said tat we will not be able to pass away in peace if the mother never forgive our wrong doings to her.

No matter how bad tat woman may be,

She is the one tat risk her life giving birth to us.

At the end of the day,

Nobody can deny the fact,

Tat woman is our Mother.

I have great respect to all mothers out there.

I for sure would wanna be one in time to come.

To all Mothers out there,

Look forward to a beautiful Mother's Day ya!!!

Salam'