So the blog was left abandoned for the last 2 days.
I decided not to blog on the weekends UNLESS there's a need to.
I hogged on the laptop for hours just chatting on MSN with those online buddies.
But i refrained myself from blogging.Heh.
Its the weekends anyway,
I try very hard to make full use of it.
As always,
Saturday will be spent helping Mummy at the stall.
Then later in the evening,
I had a splendid time at Chijmes.
Yup, marvellous live band music.
All thanks to the lovely
Dj Prinsassy.
It was a pleasure meeting you dear!
You are such a sweetheart!
N yup,
We must catch up for dinner soon ok!
Thanks for taking time during your working hours just to say hi.
It was realli sweet of you.
We shall meet again ya!
N Saturday was well spent indeed.
N like any other weekend,
I always look forward to spending time with the family on Sunday.
Esp when i get to stay home and have quality moments with my love ones.
Yesterday was no exceptional.
It was awesome esp when the love of my life was around.
I realise something abt Baby Shukri.
Tat baby have mood swings lah ok!!!
Last nite, he was one very grumpy baby i tell u!
It's so hard to see him smile.
Trisya and myself tried our best to make him laugh like he usually does.
Well, of course he DID make us happy with his cute grinz tho. *smiles*
But watever reasons it may be,
Grumpy or not,
These lovelies are the most precious ones in my life.
The family had dinner at West Coast last nite as Abah was craving for Ikan Bakar.
N boy, we had a spread!
No pics of food tis time cos i was totally engrossed with dinner. Heh.
But it was excellent anyhow.
Prove for it?
I was smiling my way home in the car.
Very full , very happy.
On a totally different note, I just wanna share some thoughts of mine.
Lately, i have been a totally different person.
I dunnoe how i managed to change,
But i am a changed person sumhow.
As i was watching this favourite hindi movie of mine yesterday with the family,
I came across this phrase which caught me sumhow.
I wonder,
I have been watching Dhaakan all my life,
How come i have never realised the moral of the story?
Love issues aside.
Sumhow, the movie illustrates abt HATRED.
Abt how this particular person managed to pull it thru having hatred around him.
He told his wife,
" Hatred should be repaid with kindness "
I spent some time thinking abt it.
N yup,
I found so much truth in it.
So i began telling my family abt my plan. *smiles*
Yup people,
I have plans for myself.
As much as im trying hard to move on and change to a better person,
I am trying my best not to make any foes from now on.
I wanna free my heart from hatred.
Yes, not a bit of it.
Hatred pollute the mind and heart.
Indirectly, we become someone we r not supposed to be.
I was wrong to judge people the last time.
I realised my mistakes.
I shouldn't have judge people by their past or their outlook.
Trust me,
I have seen so much in life tat it made me open up my eyes wide.
I have seen the most outrageous human being with the most beautiful heart.
I also witnessed an angel look alike but the heart doesnt go with it.
I have seen tat much.
Honestly, i regret making assumptions the last time.
As i get myself nearer to Allah,
I found so much inner peace in me.
I realli do.
Im thankful Allah showed me the light.
I thought i would have got lost along the way.
But im lucky,
Im lucky HE guided me thru a better life.
Believe me when i say this,
But i have never been happier than this.
I still grief the loss of certain people in my life.
But i have to live with it sumhow.
At least i was part of them once.
Those are memories i will live with till the end of time.
I have no regrets.
I dont at all have grudges against anyone.
I wanna free my heart from all tat.
To all who still hates me for watever reasons it may be.
I respect tat.
But for me,
I have learn the best way out.
I will repay those hatred with kindness.
A smile perhaps? heh.
Allah have showed me the way.
N im not gonna waste it anymore.
All being said abt me,
I will just reply it with a smile.
I have learnt to ignore.
N tats wat tat kept me going.
Take care all.
Salam'
