I was late for werk this morning and like always,

32 bucks flew off my wallet. *sigh*

I slept realli early last nite and yet it was so hard for me to wake up this morning.

I even left my game at half time after settling the necessary payments cos my whole body was aching bad.

Moment i reached home, i dashed to my bed wanting to get a little rest before heading for my showers.

Not untill my mum came into my room and laid down rite beside me.

Yeah, my mum often enuff do tat when she misses me.

So we started our small chats.

She was telling me abt somone from my past coming over to visit her tat morning.

N she began talking and talking abt him all along.

I just laid down beside her and listen.

My mum loves him very much, i noe.

N im sorry i had to shatter her dreams of seeing us together.

But nevertheless, she was happy knowing that he is moving on well and found his new love.

I pray for his happiness as well.

Insyallah, life would be better for him from now on.

He deserve to be happy and be with someone who appreciates him.

As for myself,

I am pretty much contented with what i have now.

Syukur alhamdulillah,

My family, frens and those around me have been my pillar of strength all this while.

Sumtimes when i think back of all tat i went thru,

I discovered how foolish i was back then.

I took many things for granted.

I was simply ignorant with things around me.

I was blinded by love that leads me nowhere.

I was that naive and many more.

Allah is great isn't HE?

He made me fall real hard so that i would wake up and realise wat the world realli means.

Those hardships are indeed a blessing.

I am much aware of things around me now.

True enuff,

I lost so much along the way.

But tat is something i have to live with.

They say,

You hold on to lovely memories and cherish them till the end of time.

Im doing just that. *smiles*

Due to my last entry,

I received many many kind emails from you people out there.

Please give me some time.

I promise i will reply to each and everyone of you.

Those mails meant a lot to me.

No words could express how thankful i am to those who took time writing to me just to make me feel better.

My sincere gratitude.

But hey,

There's no reply from tat moron as yet!

I am so waiting for retaliation since tat moron had so much to say abt me.

You dare me to post tat email of yours.

I did.

So, wats next?

You wanna play this game.

I'll play along.

Cos at the end of the day,

I have nothing to lose.

You wanna bring me down.

Try a little bit harder next time.

Or perhaps try something new instead?

I promise i will play the game with you ugly moron. *giggles*

Oh btw,

ITS FRIDAY !!!!!!

I am soo looking forward to the weekend.

Thank god there's no wedding invitation watsoever this week.

I have been going to weddings and engagements for the last 2 weeks!!!!

So any plans for the weekends lovelies?

I haven't plan mine as yet.

But i hope everything will go on just fine. *smiles*

So till next monday !!

Have a good weekend everyone.

Salam'

p.s: treasure what you have beside you now cos you may regret losing them much later.