Hi dear! Thanks you so much. Yes, things happen for a reason. I'm lucky enough to find it out myself. I lose nothing. Really hope someone better to come into my life. Still mending my heart.Thanks so much for ur courage. Take care and love ya sista! - Wahidah
Hi Wahidah, i agree wif wat Nadya said. It takes 2 hand to clap. Can't blame only one party in this situation babe. I understand how u feel. It must be very hard on u. Mending a broken hard is never easy. Slowly.. learn to move on.
Tats the reason why i didn't bring my cammie along and no pictures for this entry! Heh.
But it was a good one i must say.
Those heart to heart talk we both shared was such a soothing one.
Reita is definitely one of those very important people in my life.
She and the rest of the mafia babes were the main people who picked me up once more.
Reita darlz,
Thank you for being such a wonderful fren all this while.
I hope and pray that this will friendship will last for a lifetime, insyallah.
So, let's sidetrack a bit shall we?
I am pretty much amazed by the amount of emails and frenster messages i received since yesterday.
I guess my previous entry caused mixed feelings to some people out there.
Well, it was an experience for me sumhow.
I learnt a lot from it.
Therefore, i hope some of you out there will take benefit from it as well.
For sure i do.
Since it happen rite before my very eyes,
I believe the past is supposed to be burried for good.
Y hate?
Y hold grudges?
I noe, its easier said than done.
But let's just sit back and think for a moment.
Where will all this hatred and grudges lead us to??
Why are we letting all this emotions taking over us??
Why can't we just let it go and slowly let time heal all the pain away??
I extract this comment from Wahidah,
"...Hi Nadya, i cried when i read ur entry. It touched my heart. hOW i wish it could be happen to me, but fat hope coz someone stole my ex and how can i ending up the one be nice to her. true love does exist but not when third party enter ur love life. :( - wahidah ... "
Dear Wahidah,
I shall be Aunt Agony for awhile can? *smiles*
When i read your comment last nite,
I am abosutely sure tat you are still very sore abt wat happen.
I mean,
Who wouldn't rite?
Esp when someone you love dearly got taken away by somebody else.
You claimed its all abt a third party.
So you mentioned tat there is no way you can be nice to her at all since she is responsible for your breakup.
But then,
Have it occured to you tat it may not be entirely her fault?
Sweetheart,
It takes 2 hands to clap.
The third party you claimed can try ways and means to seduce your ex bf,
But if he was FIRM enuff to say NO,
Nothing would result out of it, rite??
So, its not fair if you solely blame the girl alone while your ex bf definitely have the pasrt in this as well.
Im sorry love if i kinda hurt you with my words,
But i really hope you will be able to let all those feelings in you go.
Let it flow far far away from your heart.
Cos if those feelings still lingers in you,
Trust me,
You can never move on.
I was like you sweetheart.
I kept everything in me.
All in me.
I thought i could only love one man.
I thought he was the one created for me.
I thought i could never move on with anyone else.
Not until i saw things with my very own eyes one fine day.
Then i told myself,
If i never help myself,
Nobody else can ever help me.
N the first thing i did was to clear my heart.
I pray to Allah every single day begging him to take away all those mixed feelings i had in me.
I wanted so much to start afresh.
I wanted to put everything behind me and just move on without even turning back.
To be realli honest,
You can never totally forget your past.
All you can do is to keep them safe, as memories.
Those people from your past should never be forgotten.
Keep them close in your heart.
Always have them in your prayers and wish them well.
Nevermind if they hated you or treated as if you never existed in their lives before,
Continue praying for them cos indirectly,
You are praying for your well being as well,
Cos if they move on,
Eventually you will to.
Think of only the good things you both shared.
Let all the bad ones be bygones.
Cherish the memories and thank Allah tat HE made you crossed path with each other in this lifetime.
Dear Wahidah,
I wish you well.
I pray Allah will take all your pain away.
I hope you will be brave enuff to give them a smile if you happen to bump into the ex and his gf.
Trust me love,
Its not your loss.
Things happen for a reason.
Insyallah,
There's something even better awaits you along the way.
I believe,
You will meet someone better in time to come.
You never noe, rite hunz?
I am just sharing wat i've been thru all this while.
I lost a lot.
A lot.
But there's one thing i lost which is soo dear to me tat i will never get back.
Not in this lifetime.
Something i would love to see but never had a chance to.
N i used to hate tat particular someone so much for the loss.
But not anymore now.
I believe tat its just not meant to be mine.
Cos no matter wat happen,
Its all becos of the Almighty.
My life have changed so much.
So im fortunate enuff to have met the right people along the way.
While i was busy mending my broken heart,
I met beautiful souls.
Beautiful souls tat became part of my life now.
I would never trade them for anythin in this world.
To me,
Friendship is too valuable to risk.
To all my friends out there,
Thank you.
I am here,
Still kicking and alive,
Becos of all of you.
To you Wahidah,
I wish you well.
I wish you will learn to let go and find the inner peace once more.
I hope you will.
Salam'
p.s : Dina Felisha, I miss you always. May Allah bless your soul and keep you in Heaven. You are in my prayers love. Forever. :(
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