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Nadya Camelia
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My Daddy : Abdul Wahab Bin Mohd Yusoff
26 Dec 1947 - 02 Nov 2000

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Tuesday, July 03, 2007 @ 8:32 AM

Comments:

i understand what you're saying.. be strong babe.. let the past be in the past and not ruin your future.. they are just memories!!

cherish wat's in front of you now ok! tc!

# posted by

Ifah : 12:49 PM

i agree..
lyk wat my mum always says :
yg dikejar tk dapat, yg digendong keciciran..

i was once lyk u..
living in guilt..
but not anymore..
i'm stronger now..

stay strong ya..
=)

# posted by

Sri_Ann : 1:49 PM

Everyone will sure have a bad past so do i.. Thinking bout it will hurt. Juz learn to accept it.

Juz put the past behind u.. it helps alot in ur future.

DyLLaH

# posted by

Anonymous : 9:54 AM

i was once like you... i regret it cuz my exbf is sum1 that i can call what i wan in a guy but didnt appreciate him at all. im stronger now... this is whu i am kak nad. Tuhan maha adil.

# posted by

Ayu Sheikh O. : 10:48 AM

hey,girl.I'm proud of your strength & will to move on.
Chin Up k?
love,
julz

# posted by

Juliana Ahmad : 12:37 PM

heya sis...i'm here!! stay strong ya...see u soon doll... :)

# posted by

Anonymous : 1:36 PM

dn take it to hard nadya..tis juz an experience n lesson for u 2 learn..trust me semua ni ada sebalik nya ,u never knw...be strong and keep healthy k....

# posted by

MOHDFIRDHAUS(speed dasher) : 3:43 PM

Love,

Kita semua adalah seorang hamba yang tak dapat lari dari kesilapan. Don't dwell on the past too much and focus on the present right now. Let bygones be bygones. Everyone makes mistakes, NOOONE is perfect.

Those that had humiliate you will get their retribution one day. Even an ANIMAL has a feelings unlike them.

You gotta be strong my sister. Face this as a challenges. I'm sure you will go thru this successfully.

You know sister, Fir & I will be here. We're family, aren't we? We still owe a dinner together, you, me & fir, remember?

You take care ok? I miss and love you sweetie.

# posted by

firsha66 : 6:32 PM

nadya..can i put on ur blog as my link? n do drop by coz i did update my blog...hehehe.. english tak power so nak ketawa den ketawa dlm hati.....tc

# posted by

MOHDFIRDHAUS(speed dasher) : 12:39 AM

My little Trisya hated this song.

She said its depressing.

For me,

The song is a slap on the face.

Yup,

Raihana's unfaithful definitely is a song with great meanings.

So,was i unfaithful?

Yes, i was.

I repeat.

I WAS.

You heard it from the horse's mouth herself.

N tat sure took a toll on me, needless to say.

The reason for this entry is simple.

I for once dun wish to be labelled, pretentious.

Like i always say,

I am not a fine individual to start with.

I made many mistakes in life.

Those mistakes became part of my life's experiences.

N i wish to share this experience with all.

Why you may ask?

Cos i hope those who stumble upon this entry will gain something from this.

Not to hurt others and get hurt in return.

Well, reasons for me being unfaithful at tat point of time is simple.

I was confused.

A confused person can't think.

Therefore, i dun realli noe wat i really wanted in life.

I was blinded by love.

I was completely ignorant with things around me.

It cost me a lot i must say.

I lost friendships,

I lost companionships,

I lost trust,

I nearly lost faith.

Is it all worth it?

No.

Its so not worth losing all those years of memories due to a stupid mistake.

But tat is wat i have to pay for being a total bitch.

So why am i degrading and humiliating myself?

Cos i deserve it.

I take the blame for my failed relationships.

I dun blame the men.

I feel tat they have done their part.

They have tried their best to make things happen.

Tats fair enuff.

I guess i have put them through enuff heartbreaks.

Its time to call it quits.

The process was a long tiring one.

I cried buckets every single day.

I live in fear.

I live in denial.

I live my life aimlessly not knowing wat tomorrow may bring me.

I was practically a lost soul.

Life was a disaster.

But its not tat my partner didnt try to make things better.

In fact they did.

Given the chances,

I still didn't make full use of it.

As a matter of fact,

I even took advantage of the situation.

So who is to blame for all the mishaps tat befall me?

Yours truly.

I caused my own misery.

Its was very selfish of me i must say.

Cos i jolly well noe tat i am not the only one tat was hurt during this ordeal.

I hurt many parties.

I hurt my ex bf.

I hurt my mum.

I hurt my family.

I hurt my friends.

I broke many hearts.

N when i was left alone at one point of time,

Trying very hard to find myself again,

Trying to find the faith tat i have lost,

I realise how painful the journey have been for us all.

Worst, was when i made my mum cried.

I will never forgive myself for tat.

So if you ask me,

Am i ashamed of my past?

I would say no.

I used to.

But not anymore.

I used to be very affected with wat others may think or talk abt me.

I realise as time goes by,

Tat is something i have to live with.

I must be responsible for my own action.

My past is history.

But my past makes me wat i am today

I will never be me now without going through my past.

Those mistakes i make shall not be repeated in my current life.

I dare not take the risk and sacrifice wat i have around me.

Nope, i dare not risk tat.

So, if you are in a relationship now,

N currently have the urge to be with someone else at the same time,

Please,

Throw away tat thought far away from your mind.

Dun risk it.

Dun hurt your partner.

Dun sacrifice wat you have now for something tat you may even noe wat the outcome may be.

If you really think tat the relationship can't work anymore,

Let your partner go.

Please avoid having a third party in your life.

Avoid tat totally.

I am sharing my life experience with all.

N you heard it,

It is all not worth it.

Regrets may be too late at one point.

Its better to be safe than sorry.

You hurt your partner who loves you whole heartedly,

You will get it rite back at you.

Maybe you will not see it happening now.

But Allah is fair.

Karma will do its job without you realising it.

Having to pick up the broken pieces of your life is not easy.

I took almost a year to get back in shape.

The jigsaw puzzle of my life is almost complete now.

But its definitely wasnt an easy one.

I have not forgotten my past.

I noe where i stand.

I noe my past will forever be printed on my forehead.

People will always remember me for breaking a heart tat loves me dearly.

People will always label me for being a heartless and pretentious bitch.

But again i must say,

I have to live with it.

The happiness i have now doesnt come easy.

I thank Allah for the faith he bless me with.

I never knew i could survive all this.

You people may ask,

Y i kept mentioning abt love over and over again??

Cos love caused me this turmoil in life.

But i never once hated love.

I believe we have the final say in wat our love life should be.

It can be beautiful just like those fairytales.

It can turn out ugly if you prefer to go thru it the hard way.

So if love is in your hand,

You decide rite?

Y make it hard when you can make it all perfect?

Trust me,

You can never have the best of both worlds.

Never.

Be contented with wat you have in life.

Dun try seeking for more.

I learn my lesson.

I face the music of my life.

Be very sure of wat you want in life,

Cos a confused person is an aimless soul.

My last words,

Dun risk it.

Appreciate your partner.

Be contented with wat you have.

Cos there's a saying,

You may overlook appreciating your diamond while you are busy collecting stones.

Regrets may be too late.

N always remember,

Wat goes around comes around.

I have gone thru mine.

I hope you dun have to go thru yours.

Have a lovely day everyone.

Salam'