Frosty have been werking realli hard lately.

The babe is holding on to 2 jobs and i noe,

It is something not easy to cope with.

But as her 'BIG DAY' is coming realli soon,

I guess she is werking her ass off just to make her dreams come true.

I love weddings!

N i can't wait for hers to come.

She looked exceptionally beautiful on her engagement day.

So im betting my last dollar that she will look amazingly gorgeous on her big day as well!

Since my BIG DAY is not anytime soon,

I am relying on these babes of mine as so that i can share those happy moments with them.

I would definitely love to see all my close mates esp Emily settling down with their dream man.

They have been thru a lot.

I guess they deserve their very much happy ending as well.

As for me,

I am contented with what i have around me for now.

Nevermind if my big day seems like forever.

Cos as much as i wanted so much to be cladded in my beautiful wedding gown,

I do not want to rush and sign my life away without much thoughts.

Getting married is a lifetime commitment.

I wanna be realli sure that when i decided to say yes to the man im gonna marry,

I must be convinced that he will be the man i will have to wake up next to every morning.

Like what i told Frosty over dinner last nite,

I have concluded that there are sacrifices i have to make in this life of mine.

I would rather marry someone who loves me than ending up marrying the man i love.

Cos at least i noe,

The one that loves me would never bear to hurt me at all.

The one that i love,

Will tend to take advantage of my weakness and hurt me with all that.

So in this lifetime of mine,

I have decided that my only true love is not gonna be the man im gonna marry.

But in fact,

I will have to see him marrying someone else instead and live happily ever after.

Cos if you love someone,

Seeing them happy is all you need to noe. *smiles*

In the meantime,

I am enjoying every bit of my life.

With the great family, best companion and splendid frens,

What more could i ask for rite?

Im thankful with what im blessed with.

So smile everyone!!

Cos you never noe,

Someone might just fall in love with that smile of yours. Heh.

Like what Mr B text me last nite, out of the blue,

" how much does that smile of yours cost babe?? "

And i was laughing away while reading that sms sent to me at 1 am in the morning!

So i guess that man must be taking a break from his books and his mind started roaming around and thats why that silly sms came to me. Heh.

Hhhmmm......

Well Mr B,

Like wat J.Lo used to say,

My love don't cost a thing.

Ooopps...

Smile i mean! *lol*

So have a great day ahead everyone!

May Allah bless your day !!!

Salam'

p.s : Kak Muna, i love you too! For the sake of Allah. Thank you for the sweet sms! *smiles*