thanks for the niceness you graced me with....added extra oomph to a nice day.
yeah, rejections don't sway me like how bad drama didn't kill you. we've all got our battles and boy did we fight till the last soldier..kan kan kan? kita women warriors aaahh...xena pon kalah!
so selamat berposa, awak! may this beautiful month only bring you beautiful things!
hey there..was just blog hopping and truely I enjoyed reading your blog..nice entries all long.. :) if you dont mind,link me up yahh @ myssdeena.blogspot.com :) appreciates that!n oh yah,happy fasting :)
Everything seems to go perfectly well this year round.
It was a bit dramatic for me the previous year.
I was a total wreck.
My life was that aimless a year ago.
Before i went to bed last nite,
I can't believe just how much things have changed. I am a totally different person now.
All thanks to the new faith Allah blessed me with.
But the most incredible thing is,
The number of people i have surrounding me now.
SImply amazing.
The love i got from all this souls,
PRICELESS.
That is why,
I believe very much in the saying,
" things only happen for a reason"
For all the heartbreaks Allah put me thru,
He gave me so much more in return.
Best of all,
The faith i have in HIM is incredible as the day goes by.
ALtho i can never deny the fact that i do miss the old clan very much.
But knowing that all these people are moving on well in life,
That all that matters now.
In life,
We have to sacrifice some things in order to gain something else. Yes.
Life is that selfish afterall I lost a lot.
Trust me, I do. I lost my best frens after years of frenship. I lost my love,the only man i said yes to marriage. I lost my cousins,these people whom i grew up with. I lost daddy, the man who gave me the opportunity to be able to have a taste of life. I lost that much. And all the loss was a bit harsh for me overcome at one point in time. It was definitely a big blow for me. But syukur, Im begining to accept the reality of life. Its all abt picking up the pieces and moving on once more. Its all abt having faith. Losing people you love at one go is not easy. I had a hard time being me what i am now. After going thru those depressing stages, I sure learn my lesson well. I believe in one thing. You can never fight for something which is never meant to be yours in the first place. Be contented with what you are blessed with. Appreciate all the good things around you. Learn to love and never to hate. My heart is free from grudges. Altho at times when Dina Felisha comes in my dreams, This heart aches beyond describe. But im learning to keep her as memories instead of just a dream. I strongly believe she belongs to me in some way or so. And forever, She will be in my prayers. *smiles* I still remember the first day of Ramadhan last year. While breaking fast with the family, I was weeping reali hard while trying to finish up my meal.
Faces of those people i lost flashed thru my mind that very moment.
I was left with a swollen eye at the end of the day.
That was all a year back.
Where my life was more like a soap opera.
Syukur for all that i have achieved now.
It doesnt come easy for sure.
But at least,
I did experience the hard way in life before.
For i thank Allah for all that HE put me through.
Cos i believe it did make me a stronger person that i used to be.
I have all these people still sealed in my heart.
They will forever be in my prayers.
For the love that i lost,
I wish you never ending ending happiness with your new partner.
Maybe you and me are just not meant to be.
For my lovelies,blogmates and fellow readers,
Let's appreciate the bond Allah created for all of us.
May this Ramadhan be a month full of grace and wisdom.
May all our hearts be filled with love and not hatred.
May all of us learn to put the past behind us and let bygones be bygones.
