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I am still alive and kicking everyone! *lol*
Still enjoying bits of the remaining weekend.
So anyway,
I am pretty much impress with the 100 over odd comments left on boh-chee's space.
I spent some time reading each and everyone ofthem,
Saw familiar names even.
Like one particular person claimed that i would be too ashamed to even face the world now,
Hmmmm.. why shud i?
When all being said are just assumptions all along.
To each his own remember.
If you haters detest me for watever reason mentioned,
I have no right watsoever to change your thoughts on me.
I respect your views and perceptions.
No worries,
Words are just words at the end of the day.
As long as there is no evidence to watever that was being said,
Its as good as assuming and accussing.
Not my loss. *smiles*
I decided not to tag back or reply to any harsh words written abt me,
Cos i will be labelled defensive.
So i shall just go with the flow.
I mean,
I have been thru worst,
My heart feels nothing at all when i saw those hurtful words.
I have turned numb i guess.
Past experiences definitely made me a stronger person now.
Nevermind what you haters have to say abt me,
Cos those who mind don't matter,
And those who matter don't mind.
Im glad those i proudly call frens are still behind me right till this very day.
Those haters finally got the chance to voice out their most disgusting opinions abt me.
It must have made them feel so much better letting it out for the whole world to read.
To put me down is their main objective.
But im afraid,
They must try a little bit harder.
Cos thanks to them,
I have become a numb person who don't feel anything anymore,
Even when my dignity is currently place at stake.
To me,
I have no more dignity to spare,
My dignity was tarnished way before this day even come,
So wats there to behold?
They say words can kill,
Im afraid im getting immune to mean ugly words that people have to say abt me.
But one thing i can't comprehend,
When it was make known that i will only date men with money.
How true when the men i dated was a lift technician, a footballer and a student now?
I dun remember going out with a tycoon at all.
Assumptions yet again?
You people are the best judge,
Like always. *smiles*
Life is that mean afterall,
At least for now i still have my family,frens, Mr B and yes,
Allah!
To even praise Allah each and everytime is a big issue to some,
What a joke.
But tat doesn't mean anything at all.
I still and forever have HIM in my daily entries.
HE made me this strong by the way,
N im pretty sure,
HE will repay all your 'kindness' in time to come.
I have become popular overnight lah ok!
My stat hits 3k the last 2 days.
Altho i have to believe that those who reads my blog mostly hates me to the core,
Yet took time scutinizing every bit of my life.
Contradicting?
I cannot find any other word to replace that.
You hate me,
You still read abt me.
What a joke.
Oh by the way,
I have to say,
One thing did make me feel really upset.
I didnt get the opportunity to be the first one to publish Mr B's picture to all.
Sad to say,
Someone who hates me that much stoop that low and steal my property even.
How cheaP!
Fancy calling me one when you people behave just like me! Heh.
I will be back agin tomorrow people.
I still love the attention i am getting down. *smiles*
Tomorrow shall be pictures of the great weekend spent with the best people.
Something different this time round,
No more question marks on Mr B's face! Heh.
Too bad,
I am not the first to introduce the man who change my life to all.
Nevertheless,
I take all this as a compliment,
My personal and love life is so much interesting i guess,
Its all over the web page!
Like the other nite,
Edroos called me Miss Paris Hilton!
Not bad yeah!
To all my paparazzis,
Thank you for giving me this chance of being in the limelight,
Tak payah keluar tv da popular eh! Hahaha
Till tomorrow my dear all.
Salam'
