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Nadya Camelia
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008 @ 9:46 AM


Comments:
aww babe...u r reali gona stop bloggin? well aniwae, if datz ur dcision i do respect dat...everyone deserve deir own privacy i guez...it was great to read ur daily post all diz while..n i wil do so til e very laz dae.. *smile*
 
kau apasal ni? jangkit penyakit nadia cheong n srichantique?

lepas tu siapa pulak?
aku?

lepas tu shikin?

lepas tu semua orang sekali ah. kan senang..

ok lah selamat! apa apa contact aku. pantat tu hari kata nak kol aku balik, then tak kol balik. step busy ke step lupa pulak.
haha!

ok bye! kirim salam mr janggut.
 
Hmmm... Nadya, i udstd hw u feel at tis point of moment. Yes, u were ryte, u deserve all e privacy. Its nt 4 ure own gd bt Mr B 2. B4 i get 2 late, nice knowing U. Its soo nice 2 read evry single post frm u. Im gona miz u alot, nadia cheong & srichantique 2. Tk cr swit! Kip in touch...

-SOUL CONFESSION-
 

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Back to werk finally.

My chicken little is recovering well everyone, syukur.

Thanks for the well wishes, appreciate tat alot. *smiles*

Its midweek already.

Time passes by realli fast lately.

It gets a little freaky, dun you think so?

Im turning 26 this year.

I still have many things i have yet accomplished.

Im going on a right track in life as for now.

With Allah's grace,

HE bless me with the inner peace that i have been seeking for all this while.

When i think abt past,

I wonder why i ever put myself in situations as complicated as that.

But like what they say,

Your past makes you what you are now.

I solely agree with that.

Its amazing how much my life have changed.

I thank Allah for not taking my faith away from me.

I thank Allah for giving me another chance to start a life.

I thank Allah for letting me meet a new bunch of wonderful people.

I dun think i can ever make it without them all.

Of course,

My family plays a major role in my life,

Mum especially.

It must be hard on her having to endure with my life drama.

Being a single mum,

I noe i have burdened her alot already.

But never once that woman gave up one me.

Never once she turned her back on me,

Never once she uttered her dissapointment as well.

A graceful mum she is,

I always look up to her till this very day.

For i have promise myself,

I will take care of her and Trisya as long as i live.

My mum have sacrificed so much for me in this lifetime.

The least i could do,

Is to take care of her and make her happy for now.

For almost a year already,

I stayed away from trouble. Heh.

I live life as simple as i can.

I mix only with whom i trust.

I spend my days with the people i love.

I widen my horizon by sharing love with people i get acquainted with thru blogging.

Syukur, life have definitely been a bliss for me.

I am still the strong headed, do it my way Nadya.

Many remembered me as being very bossy.

Well, i guess all Leos are prone to such behaviour. *smiles*

Cos to be realli honest,

I am still the same old Nadya.

The only things that changed,

My frens,

My other half,

My mindset.

Much more to that,

I am still what i am before.

Mindset wise,

I definitely try to be as positive as i can.

Please pardon me if i used to be so guliable and naive the last time.

I was such a pain i noe!

All that caused me alot.

I suffered before.

I caused so much pain to people as well.

Indirectly i noe i have caused so much turmoil,

Not only to myself,

But to people from my past as well.

Regret is not the word,

Cos as much as i regret,

Nothing can change the situation, right?

The day when i wanted to start life afresh,

I told myself,

I have to live with it.

Live with everything that i have done,

Live with everything being said abt me,

Live and just carry on living for the sake of people you love.

And as time passes by,

I am having a grip on it.

Till this very day,

I am still judged by the things that i do.

Of course,

I was badly humiliated for being unfaithful before.

But you see,

I have my reasons.

N for watever reason it maybe,
Thats my past,
I would rather keep all that in my closet instead.
Im glad i finally found a man who loves me for what i realli am.

He accept me despite all my flaws.

For that,

I can never thank Allah enuff.

For not only Allah bless me with a great man beside me,

HE also bless me with so many wonderful people with such pure hearts.

These people came to my life,

Giving me hope,

Giving me a reason to live again.

Not forgetting my beautiful strangers,

Whom i noe,

Silently pray for my well being.

I can never thank you all enuff.

The reason for this long entry?

Simple.

I have decided to cease from blogging for good.

Yeah, i only told Mr B abt it,

Not to anyone else as yet.

But i guess its a step i have to take.

I wanna start living life simple.

Be contented with all that i have for now.

Be thankful for what i have currently.

Seriously,

I need to lay low.

I wanna concentrate on other things instead.

Cos as ridiculous as it may sound to most of you,

Im begining to receive stares while walking down the streets.

Some would come forward to say hi,

Some would just email me the very next day,

Some would rather give me a stern stare with so much hatred it in.

I guess im not used to all that.

So its really time i set myself away from more drama.

No use privatizing this blog.

As i think back,

Its either i write for all,

Or i write for none.

Of course,

I will still keep in contact with all you people still.

Those frens i made thru blogging are simply precious to me!

So yeah,

Life would definitely change for me.

But for sure,

I will come to terms with it.

Im still available in frenster anyway!

I wont be totally lost from the internet world of course. *smiles*

Like i promise before,

I will privatize this blog come end of this month.

So i have to take back my word for now.

I will blog only till end of this month.

Then this blog shall remain a memory.

Im gonna enjoy it while it last.

Till then everyone.

Its been definitely a pleasure sharing my life with you all.

See you all tomorrow.

Salam'

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