.:: ... Nadya Camelia ... ::.

Thursday, January 24, 2008 @ 9:00 AM

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I have tons of emails screaming for replies.

I managed to read them all,

But yet,

I simply haven't got the time to reply to them as yet.

Pardon me please.

I am so tied up with werk lately,

It realli took a toll on me.

Just like last nite,

The minute i got home,

Showered, do my prayers, have a quick dinner,

Then i was already under my comforters as early as 9pm.

Yup, i was DAMN TIRED!

So you notice i will only blog in the early mornings like this?

Cos later part of the day,

I will be totally occupied with stuffs,

Esp having to constantly keep track of my boss' schedules and meetings.

Now, who says being a secretary is an easy job?

Altho im very much deskbounded,

But my werk seems never ending lah ok!

Worst still with the new project coming up,

My hands are all tied up.

So yeah,

As you all should noe by now,

I will cease from blogging come end of this month.

To be realli honest,

It is such a painful decision to make,

But after putting much thoughts to it,

I finally made up my mind to hang up my boots for now.

You see,

Blogging definitely changed my life,

Tremendously tat is.

I cannot be more thankful for all the blessings.

It have indeed been a wonderful journey thru out.

But they say,

All good things will come to an end.

So i guess,

My time is up.

I have shared my life with all for almost 3 long years already.

I started penning my life since it was a turmoil back then.

But syukur,

Life is picking up for me once more.

All thanks to you wonderful souls out there.

I still receive emails till this very day,

Most trying hard to make me change my mind and continue blogging.

You noe,

I would love to do it too.

Like many claimed,

They would love to be able to see my wedding pictures in time to come!

Oh lovelies,

I would love to not only post pictures of my wedding,

I would even love to let the whole world see pictures of my child if im ever blessed with one!

But yet again,

I dun think i am able to continue doing this anymore.

Seriously, i have been thru so much just by sharing my life here.

Remember the boh chee incident?

I was BADLY HUMILIATED in that blog.

NOT only by the author of the blog,

Even by some anoynomous morons who tend to lay out my dirty laundry to the public.

Now tell me,

How far more can it gets?

From being labelled a divorcee,

To being accussed of having a son,

N tat i only date rich men,

To me sleeping around with footballers,

Of course,

I am famous for being FAKE.

So you all tell me,

Haven't i risk enuff as yet?

I have 1000+ odd readers everyday.

When words like that goes around the blogsphere,

Can anyone ever imagine how bad i feel?

Oh well,

Dun ask me if im putting my dignity at stake.

Cos to me,

My dignity was lost way back,

By people i used to trust.

But let bygones be bygones.

I'm never perfect anyway,

We are all humans prone to make mistakes in life.

The best way to carry on living is to live with it.

May it be good or bad,

Just take everyday at a time,

Be thankful,

Be contented,

Appreciate what you are blessed with,

Move on.

For the last one year,

Tats what i have been doing.

So yes,

The last day for me to pen down my thoughts will be in a weeks time.

Tough decision?

You bet!

But i guess its something i gotta do. *smiles*

I for sure enjoying sharing love all around,

But it is so not fair when people tend to take advantage of it and humiliate me instead.

No worries,

I am aware that i still have some who loves me out there,

From the emails i got almost everyday,

I can feel the love from you beautiful strangers. *smiles*

Im gonna enjoy blogging while it last.

I hope the beautiful memories will stay not only with me,

But with you lovelies as well.

Till tomorrow my loves!

Salam'