Hey!!! Finally got internet... Read everything... Wanna say hang in there and i will always be here if u need a chat... take care sweets and hope all will turn out great for you... =D *hugs* PaN
I enjoy reading emails sent by my fellow readers out there.
I apologise if I am unable to reply to all,
But trust me,
I read each and every bit of those words sent by you strangers.
As many would have known,
I decided to pen down my thoughts yet again.
Well, you can say that I am eating back on my words,
But to be honest,
I am just penning down my harmless thoughts,
Nothing personal,
Not much details.
I prefer to lay low regards to my life and my relationship as much as I could.
When I penned about my heartbreak the other day,
Its not abt me telling the whole world abt my failing relationship,
Its just abt letting it out,
Cos I noe,
Bottling up my feelings would cause me more damage.
Syukur alhamdulillah,
I received many inspiring emails that keeps me on my feet, still.
Things are much better than it used to be.
We both are doing fine.
Thank you all for the kind words and prayers.
I very much appreciate that.
You see,
Sometimes I feel that strangers can feel you more than you can ever imagine,
The other day,
I received a wonderful email by this amazing stranger,
She shared with me a very inspiring doa to help ease my heartbreak.
I very much feel that I should share it with all,
Cos as much as it helped me,
I hope it will be able to help you people goin thru a hard time as well.
"Ya Allah, jika dia Kau jadikan sebagai teman hidupku, Kau satukanlah hati kami dalam penuh keimanan dan kasih sayang dan janganlah kau memisahkan kami.
Tapi jika dia bukan milikku, buanglah dia jauh dari hatiku dan berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk melupakannya dan berikanlah kepada aku teman hidup yang sesuai untukku."
I cried while chanting the prayers to myself the other nite,
It made me realise that I should have seek Allah for guidance among anyone else.
I was really upset with myself for losing that little faith in HIM while I was at my lowest.
Syukur,
Things are back to normal.
The scars are very much visible,
But at the end of the day,
I am contented knowing that I am back in touch with the man I love.
I never will noe if he will ever be the one Im gonna marry,
As much dreams I have of building a home with him,
Im pretty sure,
Allah noes whats best for me.
And for now,
I am pretty blessed to have my loved ones around,
Most importantly,
I have that person,
Who holds the key to my heart,
In my life.
We may be far from each other's sight often enuff,
But trust me,
You are always close to my heart,
No matter how far the distance is.
Please keep that in mind. Let's not get ourselves locked like before,
