My little Trisya popped up the most ridiculous question to Mr B the other day,

She asked,

" If given a chance, would you choose my Kakak Nadya OR would you choose your BATMAN car?? "

Of course,

Tat Batman automobile is his life ok! Heh.

I stood there, smiling at them both.

It takes a while before he finally answered Trisya.

He said he would sacrifice his automobile and choose me instead.

YEAH RIGHT MR B !!!!! *lol*

I wonder if you meant wat you said the other day!

But anyhow,

It was realli sweet of you to choose me over that 'life' of yours.Heh.

Mr B is a god send.

He have been the most wonderful fren to me.

I can never believe wat Allah have bless me with.

He was just my silent blog reader months ago.

Then he became my email buddy,

Sending me words of comfort.

After almost a month,

We upgraded to Friendster.

He sent me friendster smiles almost everyday lah ok! Heh.

Finally, i picked up the courage to meet him in person.

N tat was when he offered me to seek peace in the home of ALLAH.

From there,

My life changed.

Totally.

I was still not certain if i could ever date again at tat point of time.

Not till i saw some couples i knew walking hand in hand while i was having ice cream with my family.

Then i realise,

My life will change from then on.

I thank Allah for making me see things with my very own eyes.

Tat gave me great motivation to move on.

N yes,

I finally did.

Its been 6 months since i knew Mr B.

We share a lot of things in common.

I , for sure enjoy his company.

I introduced him to my closest frens,

Yes, only to the closest.

Many asked me,

Why i have yet posted pictures of me & him.

Believe it or not,

We only began taking pictures last month ok!!!!

Yup,

For the whole 6 months of frenship,

We finally break the 'jinx" by taking our very first picture together late last month.

I am not ready to publish any details abt him or our friendship as yet.

I dare not take the risk.

Cos honestly,

I sumhow learn my lesson well.

Back then,

I used to publish every possible details of my relationship.

Pictures of me and the ex were all over my blog pages.

N when things dun turned out the way we wanted it to be,

Those pictures became memories i have to live with.

I therefore dun wanna take any risk possible.

Like i say,

Mr B have been silently reading my blog and sumhow keep track of my life.

He noes everything abt me.

He was there,

Reading entries abt my heartbreak and those difficult moments i went thru.

I need not say much to him.

He was also kind enuff to not ask me more.

Cos since the day we met,

All he said was he wanna make me happy and get on with life.

N yes,

He did his job well i must say.

Not only he made me see life in a different light,

He bless me with additional love.

Love from his parents.

His parents adore me.

His dad is warm and friendly.

Knowing tat i lost my own dad,

He told me tat i can treat him like my very own.

Those words meant so much to me.

Its been an amazing journey through our frenship.

N nope Drubilee dear,

Mr B have yet proposed ! Heh.

NOT YET OK!!!!

So pls dun fall out of bed as yet ok sweetheart.

Sri love,

Thank you for the sweet email.

Thank you for keeping me in your bedtime prayers all this while.

Thank you for making me feel that i deserved a new start once again.

To you Ed,

Thank you for the love wishes to us both.

Im sure Liverpool matches will never be the same again this time! *lol*

I could never have make it without you lovely souls.

Well wishes for Mr B and myself are very much appreciated.

How well things will go,

I leave it in the hands of Allah.

Let HE decide my fate and future.

I was badly hurt in my past relationship,

All due to my own wrong doing.

Tats the reason why i am pretty much cautious now.

I learnt my lesson,

Very well i must say.

All im looking for now is a peaceful journey in life.

I wanna spend the rest of my life appreciating wat i have around me.

My family, my job and my frens of course!

Let's just say,

This entry is a tribute to those who stood by me.

To Frosty, L.J, Reita & Anna, my Mafia babes,

A million thank you wouldn't be enough for you bunch.

I am still standing here cos of those undying love from you all.

Sri love,

You are simply priceless to me.

Definitely a huge part in my life.

Definitely.

Emily darling,

We have been thru the worst together.

Wiping each other's tears and mending those broken hearts of ours.

You have been more than just a fren.

You are like a sister to me.

Trisya my adik,

You are my heartbeat.

My flesh and blood.

My every reason why i wanna go home every day after werk.

You are not only my sister,

You are my best fren sweetheart.

Drubilee, Yanni, ShaSha, Shida, Ryana, Dyllah, SyaSya, Fidah, Idasie, Effa,Lina & ShaSha...( many more names of course! )

Blogging do wonders rite?

I never thought i could find you lovelies in the midst of the blogging world.

Those loves, words of encouragement and motivation make me realise how great the world is out there.

From the bottom my heart,

A big thank you to you all lovelies!

Kak Muna & Kak G,

I respect you both very much.

As someone much older than me,

You both took time giving me advices and never gave up.

I appreciate tat very much.

Last but not least,

Mr B.

You were my silent reader before.

N now,

You became a fren.

A good fren indeed.

You showered me with unconditional love and brought me back to the right path.

If its not due to the faith and daily visits to the mosque,

I guess i will still be a lost soul till now.

Thank you very much for making my life a meaningful one since the last 6 months.

It is indeed a great honor knowing you.

Well, you definitely know how to touch a girl i must say. Heh.

Tats when you say you chose me over your BATMAN automobile!

Awww.....

We'll see when the time comes.

Then we'll determine how true those words are. *winkz*

Have a lovely day everyone!

Salam'