.:: ... Nadya Camelia ... ::.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007 @ 9:04 AM

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ohh pls don't press the delete button, i quite fancy reading your blog actually...

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sL : 8:54 PM

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I am looking forward to iftar later this evening.

Meet ups like this one makes me realli excited.

I enjoy meeting up with my loved ones.

I enjoy having my meal while chatting away.

To cut it short,

I enjoy good company. *smiles*

Iftar tonite will be great like always.

That i can bet on anytime! Heh.

N to make it all even more sweeter,

I knew all these people thru blogging.

No less. *smiles*

See the perks of blogging?

Sure enuff,

Blogging changed my life,

Tremendously i must say.

I got acquainted with a number of great people while penning my life.

So the other day,

A very close member of my family suggested that its abt time i stop blogging.

Yeah, stop blogging for good i mean.

He meant well i noe.

He loves me and doesn't want me to face more hiccups in life.

N i love and truly respect him very much as well.

But then again,

I just can't bear to do it.

I just can't bear clicking the DELETE THIS BLOG button anytime soon.

Seriously,

The thought does cross my mind sometime,

But im not sure whether i am strong enuff to do it.*sigh*

Its a risk i noe.

Its a huge risk when i share my life with an audience out there.

But life is a gamble, dun you think so?

You never noe,

You can offend people in the simplest way,

Yet sometimes you dun even realise it.

I get that all the time.

My words were misinterpreted.

People tend to misjudge what i write.

Well, to be realli honest,

I blog abt how i feel and my perception on things.

At the end of the day,

Its all me, myself and i.

So when people drop by,read my entries and judging otherwise,

I guess thats their say.

You read at your own risk.

Then dun blame me if you feel offended or otherwise.

Sometimes i wonder,

There are some people out there who simply detests me to the very core,

Some even claimed my life is non of their concern,

Yet again,

They never miss reading my blog each & everytime.

Contradicting?

Yeah, maybe some of you are that fickle afterall.

When i blog,

I expect people to read and accept what i wrote with an open mind.

As far as im concerned,

I have never been blogging and bragging at the same time.

I repeatedly mention that my life is just as simple as others,

Nothing fancy to boast abt.

The company of great frens, good food and family have been the content of my daily entries.

So when you judged me being too much over the top while blogging,

That leaves a big question mark in my head.

What do i have that i should be proud of?

Nothing.

Simply nothing at all.

I am blessed.

Yes i am.

Cos Allah gave me the chance to stand up and live on once more.

So is getting a new life and being grateful abt it considered bragging?? *sigh*

Some say i am being too dramatic.

Well that i can't deny.

Maybe its the way i handle things.

Maybe i prefer letting it out rather than bottling it all inside me.

N becos i was being too vocal while penning my miseries,

I am not surprised being called a Drama Queen.

But yet again,

I blog at my own risk.

I am responsible for everthing that i write.

But why can't some of you people just respect and let it go?

To each his own.

That i noe.

N i can never change the mindset you people have on me.

Blogging did make an impact on me.

Some people loves me.

Some people just hates me no matter what.

But i have to accept it rite?

I cant force everyone to agree with what i write.

You can simply not agree,

But at least remember,

Respect other people's view at least.

I blog becos i wanna share.

N if you think that nothing in here impress you,

Then i wonder,

Why you are still reading this now? *smirks*

Of course,

When the time is right,

I will definitely hang my boots and call it quits.

There will be a time of course when i have to eventually stop blogging and concentrate on something else.

But not for now.

Its been an amazing journey thru out my blogging days.

I got the chance to meet amazing souls.

I share tremendous amount of love with my lovelies.

Strangers become my best confidante.

But best of all,

I met Mr B who happen to be one of my silent reader all these years.

Now tell me,

How can i ever give up blogging when i get so much great things in return?

Altho i very much would say,

I have a fair share of those who hates me as well,

But dun tell me i have to quit blogging becos of them rite?

I dun owe them my life.

N let me warn you, my haters.

You read at your won risk.

I did not force or drag you along to read this humble site of mine.

So stop being contradicting.

If you hate me,

Then dun read.

Just like wat i did.

I dun read blogs of people i dislike.

Let me get this clear,

I dun hate people.

I dislike certain people.

So like i repeatedly say to all of you,

Free your heart from grudges.

Avoid jealousy.

Then your life would be more peaceful than ever. *smiles*

N oh yeah,

If there's something you need to say to me,

I have an email contact for you to rant your hatred.

If you would rather scream at my ears,

Im sure you noe how to get me as well rite? Heh.

Please dun get my frens of family involved in my personal matters.

They are not paid to be my messenger anyway.

Have a good Wednesday everyone!

Salam.