I decided to skip lunch today.
Wanna take this time to type a nice entry.
I dun need to say much,
Im sure everyone is aware of boh chee's blog by now.
A blog with over 30,ooo hits in a week.
Controversy sells rite? Heh.
Well, wat more can i say.
It seems that people out there knows me more than i noe myself!
But that is not important,
After all being said,
I am still what i am now.
I am still a firm believer of karma.
What goes around comes around.
If my life is supposed to be exposed this way,
Then i gladly accept everything with open arms.
Things have not changed so far,
My family, frens and Mr B are still around like before.
I still receive comforting sms'es and emails up till now.
If you think that by telling the world abt my bad is a way to put me down,
Then i suggest you try other means by now,
Cos this doesn't seem to work.
From day 1 i started blogging,
I repeatedly emphasise that my past sucks.
I was a total bitch back then.
I lost frens,
I lost love,
I lost many many precious things,
N i used to say,
I regret losing them all.
But a few days ago,
After the whole blog saga thingy,
I realise that some things are better gone.
Some people are best called as past.
Yes i do admit,
Many of my frens walk away from my life,
Those i have around me now are people i seek love from.
Some claim that i have to seek sympathy to achieve frenship,
Well if that is the case,
Im glad i went to such extend,
Cos these lovelies are the best gift Allah bless me with.
Indeed, i have moved on.
I have long left my past behind and seek a new life with new people.
I never had so much fun in my life before.
Eversince they came into my life,
I live everyday hoping to see a new tomorrow.
They brought so much new faith and love,
They give me a reason to start life once again.
Yes i read the comments left by some people i know,
But i still stick to my principles,
I respect the frenship we used to share back then,
Call me a loser,
But i shall not and never will retaliate to what that is being said abt me.
She said her piece,
I respect her point.
It shall be bitter sweet memories as it is.
Period.
Call me fake,
Call me a loser,
Call me cheap,
Call me all that come to your mind,
To each his own.
But either way,
I am still on your mind rite? *smiles*
All i have to say,
May Allah forgive all of you.
May Allah show you all the light and open up your hearts.
Last but not least,
May Allah never stop giving me faith and courage to carry on living.
I still have so much to live for, i noe.
Altho my life is simple,
I have a good job,
I have a great family,
I have marvellous set of new frens & lovelies.
I still have Haz, Liza & Emily, my best frens who have YET walk away.
I have Mr B who gave me so much hope and love.
I have every Friday to look forward to from now on,
We call it our wicked fridays. *smiles*
To all my lovelies,
Im sure you are all informed of tomorrow's dinner rite?
SsHhh....
Let's make it hush hush ok?
I heard there are paparazzis coming to do coverage! Heh.
Where it will take place?
What time it will take place?
Will it ever take place?
That shall remain in the books for now.
But knowing how 'resourceful' those paparazzis are,
I bet my last dollar all details will be up on boh chee's blog in no time!
As much as i hate to admit,
We are that sensational afterall. *lol*
Oh yes,
I promised a pic of me & Mr B without those question marks on rite?
Dun worry,
I will stick to my word,
After 8 long months of 'hiding',
I present to you our latest shot taken less than a week ago.
I shall present to you only the latest and the hottest.
Those cheap links you all went to are eons lah.
So basi already!
Oh and if you must noe,
My blog hits 4k yesterday alone!
Altho i think 3500 or more are mostly my haters. Heh.
But dun you think its a great way for advertising?
So if you wanna sell or promote your stuffs,
You noe how to get me dun you? *smiles*
Thats it for now.
Im so looking forward for the day to end.
Then its another wicked friday!
Wohoo!
Have Allah in our hearts everyone so that we wont stoop as low as some people does.
May Allah bless us always.
Salam'
p.s: oh yes, i caused people hell in their life before. They survived, so can i rite? *waves to all my victims*
We call it our wicked fridays. *smiles*
