I just wanted to say that I hope you didn't misconstrue the story about the prostitute being granted a place in Heaven. She was, only because she had the intent of immediately changing her ways...she approached an ulama' for help, but was turned down because he condescended against her.
it doesn't mean that we should lean on the hope that something like that happens to us, while we still outwardly do things that Allah specifically asked us not to.
but i'm just like u. i live in a modern country, i try to have a social life...n i understand that sometimes we have the strongest inner feeling n yearning inside to change for the better, but it's never easy to show it in our actions...i'm just saying..don't take stories like tt wrongly ya..
hope i didn't offend u..i didn't knw how else to put it. :)
Well, i admit reading thru those comments one after another.
Even the one left by that pathetic lawyer yg tak paham bahasa melayu!
For your info Shaz,
As long as i can remember,
I thought you never existed.
That is how insignificant you are.
Please drill this into your thick skull,
That email WAS NOT SENT TO ME.
It was mailed out to Sri.
She have the right to either keep it or have it passed to you.
If im not mistaken,
You still owe her an apology dun you?
Please do not cross over the line,
Cos i still have that email your beau sent directly to me.
I can have it publish anytime here, in my space.
Or i can send it to the authorities and have you sued for slandering me.
Cos as far as im concerned,
We didnt mention your name in any particular entry.
But you sold yourself away by clearly mentioning my name on that comment space.
Oh very well,
You are just making a fool of yourself, as far as im concerned.
Anyway,
Regards to all the comments left on that particular blog,
I am taking it positively,
I realli am.
Cos the night before i decided to publish the blog's url,
I jolly well know this is gonna happen.
Those haters would definitely take this chance to say their piece.
N they definitely did.
I was well prepared for this.
What is there to be afraid of?
I am immune to such things by now.
Like, whats new rite?
For those who speak up for me,
I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
For those who leave those negative ones,
I take it as a stepping stone in improving myself to be a better person.
N for the record,
Its between me & Allah.
You, you and you!
Dun have the right to preach me on what to do. Allah dun judge you on your outlook. Its all abt whats in your heart. Even a prostitute was granted a place in heaven. But im not sure abt you all with a filthy heart. Eww.
By the way,
Its not abt me dating a rich man,
Cos if its realli money and luxuries that im after,
I would be enjoying the day shopping instead of slogging to werk at Jurong Island 6am every morning.
A dear bro of mine used to tell me,
" setiap tuduhan atau fitnah yang dilemparkan, kita akan mendapat pahala."
Im living with that in mind.
I have been thru worst than this.
Tats y, it didnt realli matter much this time round.
N oh yes boh-chee,
You very much need this publicity that im giving you.
Cos your well written entries must be acknowledged. *smiles*
I love my life as it is.
With wonderful family, great frens and Mr B.
Say what you want,
Cos i simply dun care.
True enuff,
Repay hatred with kindness,
Tat why im repaying the hatred with a cheap publicity for that blog! Heh.
No worries,
Im all good.
Words are just merely words at the end of the day.
You dun noe me,
You dun have anything to do with me,
So that means,
I dun owe you anything as well.
Its my life.
Its my space.
Its my say.
Sometimes i wonder,
Why continue reading if you hate me that much?
Like one hater quoted,
"and i can bet many of us read her blog not because we are jealous or stuffs. we do it, because it makes us feel good to know that, well, our lives are not as pathetic and sad as we thought they are. hers is. "
Well nicky,
I just got this to say to you,
Enjoy the weekend everyone!
Oh yes,
Now we have one new gossip blog to keep us entertained rite? Heh.
